yeshuasavedme
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I identify with your testimony in that God brought me to Him by a mighty miracle and I "hit the ground, running" so to speak [after I got off my knees and dried my tears], but I was never an Athiest, just ran from Him, on purpose, knowing that I did...............
I was an atheist 30 yrs ago and an angry one at that... thought all those Christians were just a bunch of hypocrites telling other people how to live. One day, I'm looking at my garden thinking this can't all just be an evolutionary accident.........I told this God 'I didn't believe' in that if He was real I wanted to know Him, but don't send any of those fools to my door or do any miracles (I'll just rationalize them) I said God if You are real Your going to have to do something with me from the inside out, BUT I'D THINK YOU'D WANT MY MOUTH ON YOUR SIDE!!!! So a week or so goes by and i didn't think much about it. I'm turning the channel and keep getting this TV Christian show on.... absolutely hated them (like chalk on a blackboard ugh) but theres like 30 seconds till the next show and this guy says "IF you can't believe in God its OK tell Him, so I had just said the same thing a few days earlier so I said "God I can't believe in You" - the guy (Ben Kinchlow) says now say this prayer and for some strange reason I did.... honestly didn't know what it was but when I said, "amen' it was as if the Lord was leaning on a door and just pushed me over... I was on the floor crying, knowing how many times He'd actually spoke to me and I wasn't ready to listen. I not only knew God was real, but God was Jesus Christ.... it was so powerful. When I got up I'm like "now what do I do" I'm an atheist that believes in God??? My husband still laughs about what a huge change happened that day. I was an atheist one minute and a radical believer the next but I still had to find out why... I went on a long journey to find out about this Jesus that had just come into my heart bc He did. For people to say that prayer doesn't mean anything haven't experienced it the way I did.
So IDK if that is scriptural LOL... I've been told its not but all I know is I love Him more each day and He has changed me in ways I can not express.... 30 years now and I'm still sharing that testimony where ever I go... the supermarket, Home Depot... at work. I love to tell people how radically wrong I was LOL.... I was so convinced and He was so so merciful to me. I am forever in awe of His grace bc I was such an angry atheist.
God bless, andrea
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