To at least give you a snippet of where I'm coming from or why I'd say such a thing - a good part of what got me started down that road was the current NDE work being done by people like Mario Beauregard, Pim Van Lomel, etc.. I'd add Princeton's random number generator work as well regarding either personal consciousness effecting them or world events doing so. Wanting to figure out what it all meant and what I could do with it I had a run in with theosophy last year, did some things I probably shouldn't have, got results that confirmation bias doesn't explain, and I also got to find out some things about Luciferianism and new age as well as refamiliarizing myself with the book of Revelations and getting the distinct sense that we may be closing in on the trib.
I won't ask you to agree with any of that, just trying to line up my background so that things have some kind of context.