I mostly feel this way because I pray and nothing happens. When I look at the circumstances of my life, God is silent. He does not answer. Which is weird, because when I pray for other things, or for other people, I see results! He answers! So I know the problem is not a communication problem. He clearly hears me and clearly answers my other prayers... but not these. So clearly, something is wrong. My answer is either God is wanting me to suffer, which is overly religious and maybe true, but now I'm not so sure anymore. I don't want to second guess God. "Who can fathom the mind of God?" Or maybe it is a punishment for sin? That's also possible. Or it could be something else, which is why I'm asking... maybe we can brainstorm what exactly is the truth here... because I don't know.
Yeah. Well even if God magically helped me to overcome lust, I don't think He'd do the same with my emotions or desires. I don't like being single and find it very depressing at times. I know many people who all got married lately, but I am alone. I feel like an old maid, but as a guy.