Hello,
This might be a bit of an odd question and quite hard to explain but... I say a couple of prayers before I go to sleep (I read them from a website and I add in my own words in some places - I hope it's ok to do that. Is it ok to pray the same prayer again and again?) but once I do that, I get ready to sleep and then I lie down and pray again.
This time I pray in my mind (usually I whisper), and say (think) to God that I hope it's ok to pray to him with my thoughts. I then pray in words in my mind but also with pictures and feelings in my thoughts, if that makes sense. It's like I'm communicating without words, like He is there in my thoughts and can understand the pictures and feelings in my head. The problem is, I often fall asleep doing this, without ending the prayer and I'm wondering if that is really bad of me? I know I should be really respectful of God and it's not very respectful to go ahead and fall asleep in the middle of talking to Him.
But the thing is, when I do this, I feel a great calmness float over me and it feels like I'm spending time with Him, falling asleep with Him watching over me. I don't know. I don't know if I'm right about that or if what I'm doing is ok.
Also, sometimes I find it calming to begin to pray, to say "Dear God..." and then just to lie there, thinking about Him, thinking about things. It just feels like I can connect to Him a little if I do that. Is it wrong?
Any thoughts or advice would be appreciated!!
This might be a bit of an odd question and quite hard to explain but... I say a couple of prayers before I go to sleep (I read them from a website and I add in my own words in some places - I hope it's ok to do that. Is it ok to pray the same prayer again and again?) but once I do that, I get ready to sleep and then I lie down and pray again.
This time I pray in my mind (usually I whisper), and say (think) to God that I hope it's ok to pray to him with my thoughts. I then pray in words in my mind but also with pictures and feelings in my thoughts, if that makes sense. It's like I'm communicating without words, like He is there in my thoughts and can understand the pictures and feelings in my head. The problem is, I often fall asleep doing this, without ending the prayer and I'm wondering if that is really bad of me? I know I should be really respectful of God and it's not very respectful to go ahead and fall asleep in the middle of talking to Him.
But the thing is, when I do this, I feel a great calmness float over me and it feels like I'm spending time with Him, falling asleep with Him watching over me. I don't know. I don't know if I'm right about that or if what I'm doing is ok.
Also, sometimes I find it calming to begin to pray, to say "Dear God..." and then just to lie there, thinking about Him, thinking about things. It just feels like I can connect to Him a little if I do that. Is it wrong?
Any thoughts or advice would be appreciated!!