If I could be half of who she is I would be very happy indeed.
Firstly, it is nice to meet you and I love the pumpkin king theme, I think you're a great person to have here and I can see in your personality just how much Jesus loves you. So I see people here are helping you to understand and make sense of the Christian faith. That is good, and I won't interfere because we all play our own part in solving the problem of sin in the world.
So, Jesus has called you to consider becoming Christian. I don't think this means you have to change into who your sister is, but if there are things about her that you envy, you can be assured that Jesus will bless you with those gifts as you become more and more holy. Yes, it is holiness that you must pursue. So much more valuable than knowledge is holiness, because by living a life without sin you are contributing good to our world. Of course, Jesus can use sinners to achieve His overall plan of salvation, but you need to be concerned with holiness because you are called by Jesus into the Melchizedek priesthood which is translated as "king of righteousness". That is Jesus, He is the king of righteousness to every king who ever lived. That is why we call Him the King of kings and Lord of lords.
Now, besides getting familiar with the Bible, you need to know that Jesus wants to take your life completely into His hands and mold you and change you into the most holy and perfect disciple you can be, to unleash the epitome of Christianity upon your soul just like He did with Brian Head Welch, and you will be a soldier for Jesus Christ teaching people how to love God and think for themselves. So how does He train us? Read Psalm 23 and notice the parts I have emphasised:
Psalm 23 (New Living Translation)
Psalm 23
A psalm of David.
1 The Lord is my shepherd;
I have all that I need.
2
He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.
3
He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths,
bringing honor to his name.
4 Even when I walk
through the darkest valley,[a]
I will not be afraid,
for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff
protect and comfort me.
5 You prepare a feast for me
in the presence of my enemies.
You honor me by anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.
6 Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me
all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord
forever.
Notice this, that by giving your life to Jesus, He owns you. Nothing can happen to you unless He says it is ok. So you are taking a stand against anyone who goes up against Jesus, and Jesus is backing you up. This gives me great peace of mind whenever Satan tries to trick me into giving up my faith in Jesus.
One more thing I want to show you and then I'll see what your thoughts are:
Matthew 3:11 (New Living Translation)
11 I baptize with[a] water those who repent of their sins and turn to God. But someone is coming soon who is greater than I amso much greater that Im not worthy even to be his slave and carry his sandals. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and with fire.
Just two things from this:
Jesus baptizes with The Holy Spirit.
What does this mean? You will become bonded to God just as Jesus was. God's Holy Spirit will always be with you and it will guide you as you experience life and your thoughts will always be adjudicated by God's presence.
Jesus baptizes with fire.
What does this mean? Fire is a purifier, so Jesus will purify you to remove all that is unholy leaving only that which shines the light of God's glory, because you are a light shining to the world declaring the truth about Jesus.
Malachi 3:3 (New Living Translation)
3 He will sit like a refiner of silver, burning away the dross. He will purify the Levites, refining them like gold and silver, so that they may once again offer acceptable sacrifices to the Lord.
So there is one thing you must do in order to enter Jesus' royal priesthood:
You must be born again.
How? By being baptized in the name of Jesus to demonstrate your covenant with God, and to ask Jesus to take your life into His hands and pledge to honor Him forever. Then you will be the property of Jesus Christ and He will make you into all that you hope to be and so much more. You will tear me to shreds if we ever get at loggerheads, I can see that just from reading your few short posts on this thread! Congratulations for accepting the invitation, I just hope you do decide give your life to Him, oh what a disciple you would be - and in no time at all!