Hi. I'd really like to have an answer from men on this, because I'm a guy, but somehow as a new member here I cannot post in the men's area.
I need advice. I'm a solo performer in the gay-for-pay sex industry and I want out. It's not as easy as just stopping doing what I'm doing. The money and the desire to show off breaks down my resolve every time I decide I'm going to quit. It's just to easy to go back to it, and get the personal satisfaction of being told how much I'm turning guys on and getting guys off. I use the money I make from it as an excuse to justify what I'm doing.
Even though some may debate if the gay lifestyle is okay with God, what I do generates lust and whatever side of the gay lifestyle argument you're on, I don't think it makes inappropriate content okay. One could argue the service I provide allows a safer release than actual hookups, but I don't want to be the means by which that is achieved anymore.
I just don't know what to do and want your thoughts please.
Thanks.
I need advice. I'm a solo performer in the gay-for-pay sex industry and I want out. It's not as easy as just stopping doing what I'm doing. The money and the desire to show off breaks down my resolve every time I decide I'm going to quit. It's just to easy to go back to it, and get the personal satisfaction of being told how much I'm turning guys on and getting guys off. I use the money I make from it as an excuse to justify what I'm doing.
Even though some may debate if the gay lifestyle is okay with God, what I do generates lust and whatever side of the gay lifestyle argument you're on, I don't think it makes inappropriate content okay. One could argue the service I provide allows a safer release than actual hookups, but I don't want to be the means by which that is achieved anymore.
I just don't know what to do and want your thoughts please.
Thanks.