For my Mom

[colormebeautiful]

April 27th, 2003



Deep in my heart, a young voice still cries out, "I want my mommy!"

I was 13 when she died. She was 49. She was diabetic, type II, and chronically depressed. She couldn't take proper care of me, and after divorcing my dad, married a sexually abusive man.

My mom loved me the best she could. I still miss her so much. It feels like my heart is breaking in two. I know it's been 4 years so I should be "over it" but I've had such a broken past and never really grieved. And it hurts so much.

Rest in Peace, Mom.

 

[HopeSeeker]

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I cannot imagine what you are going through. Don't think you'll "get over it", you never will. She was your mother. You'll always think of her and miss her immensely. My heart goes out to you. Praying for you.

Blessed be your mother's memory.

God Bless.

 

[mistynugent]

Hey Colormebeautiful i know how you feel cause i lost my 6.5 years ago and i miss her dearly and i sometimes i even dream about her.

 

[TexasGirl06]

April 27th, 2003



Deep in my heart, a young voice still cries out, "I want my mommy!"

I was 13 when she died. She was 49. She was diabetic, type II, and chronically depressed. She couldn't take proper care of me, and after divorcing my dad, married a sexually abusive man.

My mom loved me the best she could. I still miss her so much. It feels like my heart is breaking in two. I know it's been 4 years so I should be "over it" but I've had such a broken past and never really grieved. And it hurts so much.

Rest in Peace, Mom.

The Peace of our Lord and Savior Jesus....
be with you.

He loves you.
So much.

 

[angelgabrielle1973]

Today would have been my mother's 67th Birthday. She passed away on February 2nd, 2007. Her cause of death was End Stage Renal Failure.

On Wednesday, January 24th, she began bleeding from her shunt. It was like a faucet that I could not turn off. Luckily, I was there at the house when this happened.

She was taken to the ER and spent two days in the hospital. She arrived home on Friday. On Sunday morning she woke up early and took a shower. I asked her where she was going and she said she was not going anywhere, that she had just felt like taking a shower and getting dressed up. I asked her, Well, if you've already taken a shower, got dressed up with nowhere to go, why don't you go with me to church? And she thought about it for a couple of seconds and then said yes!

Well, the sermon that day at church was "Are you ready to meet God?" Oh thank you Lord for speaking to my mother and letting her know you were coming for her and that she needed to prepare to meet her Creator.

On Friday, February 2nd, my mother began bleeding from her shunt again. Thank God I was there at the house when it happened. She bled so much and went into shock. As I was doing chest-compressions on her, I knew there was no turning back now. I knew it was her last day.

She was taken to the ER where she passed on at 8:20 a.m.

It's been three months since her death and the Lord has provided peace and comfort.

So I just wanted to say Happy Birthday Mom!

In Christ,
~Your Only Daughter~

 

[JPPT1974]

Praying for you as you mourn
The loss of your mother and
For the rest of your family!