So I was worried that my devustation with acting camp being over that it might mess up my mood during this road trip. Up until last night I had been fine. Even now its not camp that's upset me. I was talking to Nicholas and found out something great. He likes me. For once a guy I like feels the same. I should be sooooo happy, and I am. But I'm also upset because since hes almost 18 and im 14 he's not sure anything can happen. Its tearing me apart, knowing he does like me but won't do anything. Gosh life sucks sometimes.