So i thought that bein with Jordan i was happy, and for a while i was. But it didnt last. Im not super sad right now, as the title says "well, now i actually am happy". I did break up with Jordan. The relationship just wasnt working. Yes hes my friend and i love him as such but he wasn't making me happy, and i realized a lot of the stuff he did, such as stroking my thumb while holding hands, were just reminders of Eric. Back in March Eric started going through a hard time and stopped talking. I got depressed then but didn't notice it. Now that hes past that and hes happy again and talkin to me again im happy. It wasn't until yesterday that i realized just how much losin Eric for a couple months affected me. I didn't know how much i love him or for how long.
So I'm not dating Jordan, but hes still my friend. I know it hurt for him to lose our relationship, specially because of another guy, but hes said as long as I'm happy he'll be fine. I'm still not dating Eric, simply because of him being a legal adult and I'm not but we sure do act like we're dating. Honestly i haven't been this happy or content since november or december. When Eric talked to me constantly.
So I'm not dating Jordan, but hes still my friend. I know it hurt for him to lose our relationship, specially because of another guy, but hes said as long as I'm happy he'll be fine. I'm still not dating Eric, simply because of him being a legal adult and I'm not but we sure do act like we're dating. Honestly i haven't been this happy or content since november or december. When Eric talked to me constantly.
