I failed to get yet another job. I'm trying so hard not to fall into despair about this. I trust God to provide, I really do. But my parents are not. With every lost job opportunity, they get more upset with me, acting as if I'm purposely doing this. Why can't they just trust? Why can't they be more understanding?
It's hard. I'm not sure what God wants from me and the only answer he's giving me is "trust and be patient." It's not the answer I want to hear but it's an answer. So I'll hold on to that and hold on to him.
It's hard. I'm not sure what God wants from me and the only answer he's giving me is "trust and be patient." It's not the answer I want to hear but it's an answer. So I'll hold on to that and hold on to him.
