I wonder this as I'm still conscious at 4:21am... I always thought it was art because I'm good at it... But the more anxiety attacks take away that desire and make me drop my pencil...I just wonder.
I was watching , and still am watching lizzie velasquez....watching her be inspiring and amazing...she had so much against her and she owned it all she made something with her life. It makes me feel bad because I didn't go through half of what she did and I'm so weak...
Even now I'm dizzy asf, and it feels like there's something always around me..and its making me anxious.... I feel like somethings out to get me.. Maybe its in my mind but I always felt this presence like something was always around me ...I hope its just me...bc its so uncomfortable...
Idk I'm just battling whether to stay or go..I have no energy left..I don't know why I have to fight harder than most people..I'm done. Fxcj this.
I was watching , and still am watching lizzie velasquez....watching her be inspiring and amazing...she had so much against her and she owned it all she made something with her life. It makes me feel bad because I didn't go through half of what she did and I'm so weak...
Even now I'm dizzy asf, and it feels like there's something always around me..and its making me anxious.... I feel like somethings out to get me.. Maybe its in my mind but I always felt this presence like something was always around me ...I hope its just me...bc its so uncomfortable...
Idk I'm just battling whether to stay or go..I have no energy left..I don't know why I have to fight harder than most people..I'm done. Fxcj this.
