Well here I am writing something.
I don't even know if I feel like doing this.
Actually I feel like doing nothing, & everything. I feel constrained: by time, by my own limitations, by others...
I changed my status to sad, but that's really not the best word, and blah isn't exactly it either. I'm feeling rather down, emotionally & physically- but not sad exactly.
That's it. I feel I have so much to do- to take care of, and that I'm not doing them right/ the way I want, and things aren't flowing the way I want- I feel like just giving up, just saying forget it... and ignore what I should and do/focus on stuff that isn't needful.
I have to be social today (go to a party) and I don't feel like it, I want to take care of the stuff on "my list" get them done, and done right and then OK I'll go back, be free to be social.
Maybe too I haven't had as much of this kind of interaction this week, to keep that part of me engaged.
In any case I also need to pray more in the Spirit and worship more...
I know that will help me.
