March 31
b. Well I hope I can remember to never do that again...think some kind of occult spirit tried to jump on me or somthing from listening to an old clip of a secular song-that reminded me of this Christian song I just heard...ug Then A few songs later I hear this one song that reminds me of being married (which I take it I'm trying nto to think about)... then I see this song I love but it's about best friends and in particular reminds me of someone special to me who cut me off like ...I dunno (can't think of a catchy saying at this moment). So I do not like this "heavy" feeling. Think I'm going to go clean & organize and cheer myself up
for that someone special:
YouTube - Dakoda Motor Co ~ Friend In My Eyes
LOL, but seriously Irefuse to torture myself... with just a thought...of an unknown possibility???
March 27
So much for them fixing my blog...
Hmm is that going to be the pattern- them maaaybe mentioning something like once a month? That is not much to go on...lol not very motivational or "inspirational"
If only...March 22
*from previous post delusion=mine...LOL I don't want to be delusional. I want to be fully in reality-even if it's a painful one etc....
March 19
Interesting post indeed- however I don't really know if or what that's (or who it) connected to...I did look into it though but I cannot presume on anything unless I am named or spoken to directly. (lol I have spent a lot of time around PDD- and I certainly don't want to be connected to delusions)
...Oh well, let the chips fall where they may- but i just had to speak & let it out- I now felt this was the time. I may get dropped from some people lists or surely confronted on this- unless there is still an elephant in the room. If this means some people will wake up and come to their senses and realize-it'd be worth it... the Lord help me to bear it.
March 13th
I hope there will be some kind of "sign". I'm getting kind of annoyed that I haven't "heard" anything from them in so long...tests & trials.... I hope they picked up on about having a new website where I'll be writing.
lol that's worth something... Ii think...
hmm that reminds me I should go check now if there is any new discernable news from someone else... I'd like to get this "mystery" figured out and move on (if need be).
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Let's see if this works- something strange is going on with my blog. So I'm going to wait a couple days before reporting it- maybe it has to do with site maintanence. ANyway I'll post here what i tried to before:
"Well I did what I was supposed to do- I hope the same for others
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Got my son another phone, which means i have mine back again...
Wondering what's going on with a certain someone. I think I might ask them about it- if it doesn't reveal itself (which would be better that way- from my perspective lol)
As for someone else...everyday I check- and everyday...nothing new...
"
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Ya know, when I talk to "help desk" or customer service I'm expecting ...no I guess I'm rather hoping that they know more about whatever than I do - that's why I'm calling them!!!
OK I can understnd how I might know more than someone on the other end- about installing a satillite dish or something computer related (but it still is annoying because I feel like they're wasting my time by them acting like they know)
Annywaay... I would've thought it'd be different in dealing with a bank- I know I'm no MBA graduate but I can tell runaround baloney when I hear it.
They tell me another card- for the magnetic stripe (supposedly changes) so I called them on that and said- "When you order online that has NOTHING to do with the magnetic stripe (so that wouldn't make any difference)."
I'm not a blithering idiot- I've been doing stuff online for like 16 yrs.....
This among other things... Grrr hopefully I wasn't being too irate, but just making it clear...
I've about had it with them.
b. Well I hope I can remember to never do that again...think some kind of occult spirit tried to jump on me or somthing from listening to an old clip of a secular song-that reminded me of this Christian song I just heard...ug Then A few songs later I hear this one song that reminds me of being married (which I take it I'm trying nto to think about)... then I see this song I love but it's about best friends and in particular reminds me of someone special to me who cut me off like ...I dunno (can't think of a catchy saying at this moment). So I do not like this "heavy" feeling. Think I'm going to go clean & organize and cheer myself up
for that someone special:
YouTube - Dakoda Motor Co ~ Friend In My Eyes
LOL, but seriously Irefuse to torture myself... with just a thought...of an unknown possibility???
March 27
So much for them fixing my blog...
Hmm is that going to be the pattern- them maaaybe mentioning something like once a month? That is not much to go on...lol not very motivational or "inspirational"
If only...March 22
*from previous post delusion=mine...LOL I don't want to be delusional. I want to be fully in reality-even if it's a painful one etc....
March 19
Interesting post indeed- however I don't really know if or what that's (or who it) connected to...I did look into it though but I cannot presume on anything unless I am named or spoken to directly. (lol I have spent a lot of time around PDD- and I certainly don't want to be connected to delusions)
...Oh well, let the chips fall where they may- but i just had to speak & let it out- I now felt this was the time. I may get dropped from some people lists or surely confronted on this- unless there is still an elephant in the room. If this means some people will wake up and come to their senses and realize-it'd be worth it... the Lord help me to bear it.
March 13th
I hope there will be some kind of "sign". I'm getting kind of annoyed that I haven't "heard" anything from them in so long...tests & trials.... I hope they picked up on about having a new website where I'll be writing.
lol that's worth something... Ii think...
hmm that reminds me I should go check now if there is any new discernable news from someone else... I'd like to get this "mystery" figured out and move on (if need be).
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Let's see if this works- something strange is going on with my blog. So I'm going to wait a couple days before reporting it- maybe it has to do with site maintanence. ANyway I'll post here what i tried to before:
"Well I did what I was supposed to do- I hope the same for others
.Got my son another phone, which means i have mine back again...
Wondering what's going on with a certain someone. I think I might ask them about it- if it doesn't reveal itself (which would be better that way- from my perspective lol)
As for someone else...everyday I check- and everyday...nothing new...
"-----------------------------------------
Ya know, when I talk to "help desk" or customer service I'm expecting ...no I guess I'm rather hoping that they know more about whatever than I do - that's why I'm calling them!!!
OK I can understnd how I might know more than someone on the other end- about installing a satillite dish or something computer related (but it still is annoying because I feel like they're wasting my time by them acting like they know)
Annywaay... I would've thought it'd be different in dealing with a bank- I know I'm no MBA graduate but I can tell runaround baloney when I hear it.
They tell me another card- for the magnetic stripe (supposedly changes) so I called them on that and said- "When you order online that has NOTHING to do with the magnetic stripe (so that wouldn't make any difference)."
I'm not a blithering idiot- I've been doing stuff online for like 16 yrs.....
This among other things... Grrr hopefully I wasn't being too irate, but just making it clear...
I've about had it with them.
