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Long day yesterday, long day today and probably going to be the same tomorrow. Lots of repairs on the house need to be done. I am mad and happy at the same time cuz the guy I like has a girlfriend so that makes me happy that he is happy...however his girlfriend isn't me and that makes me mad simple problem how to fix it simple don't talk to him right?...nope cuz I don't talk to him anyway since he goes to Peerless so that won't work so perhaps be his friend and that's it? again won't work that will in fact make it worse so maybe I should combine them talk to him but don't have real conversations with him? I do that any way!!! If you have a suggestion I would be glad to hear it.