I truly cannot believe that in two short months I will have a degree. In ways the past four years of my life have flown by, and in others it has passed so slowly. This morning I registered for my last required course. It was amazingly bittersweet. I have been dreaming of this day for so long, but at the same moment there is fear. Everything seems so final, so definite. I have been a student for seventeen years of my life; will the transition from student to employee really be so easy? I don't suppose that I will every truly stop learning though. I do plan to get a masters in education and hopefully one day a doctorate. There are so many things that I want to do, but I am not sure I will ever finally get there. More than likely my goals and dreams will change somewhere along the way.
Please keep me in your prayers. Pray that the next two months go as smoothly as I hope they will. Pray that God leads me and guides me in the way that He wants me to go. He knows more than anyone, including myself, where I should be. Pray that fear for this final course ceases. I'm so afraid of failing. I know it is probably fear from this being my last class, but that doesn't mean that I haven't allowed Satan to slip in and discourage me.
Please keep me in your prayers. Pray that the next two months go as smoothly as I hope they will. Pray that God leads me and guides me in the way that He wants me to go. He knows more than anyone, including myself, where I should be. Pray that fear for this final course ceases. I'm so afraid of failing. I know it is probably fear from this being my last class, but that doesn't mean that I haven't allowed Satan to slip in and discourage me.
"For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me."
- Psalm 31:3
- Psalm 31:3
