this body back into shape. I'm sick and tired of looking at myself in the mirror and realizing I have let go in this area called 'weight'. In fact, I don't even have to look at the mirror.. it isn't so much as appearance, it's more like I get tired very easily for such a simple task. To anyone who may be reading this, please don't misunderstand. I don't have anything against other people and their weight and size. You're beautiful..♥ and you don't need a certain number to validate your worth and beauty. Jesus Christ has already validated your worth through sacrificing His own life. That's got to mean something. And it truly does. But this.. this is my own personal issue I have with my own self. I know it may seem ironic that I said that [about validation] but I have been slowly letting go.. and I need to lose about 20-25 pounds in total. It may not seem like much to some..but it's a big deal for me. God-willing, as a future nurse, I need to get my body back into shape like before. So, this isn't so much as an 'outer appearance' type of change..but more like a 'getting myself fit' to perform my role as a nurse better type-of-change. And to hopefully avoid having any health complications down the road.
So.. the reason why I made this blog post is to help keep me accountable.
So.. the reason why I made this blog post is to help keep me accountable.