SAD to let go

I am sad to let go but i know i have to...
I am so so depressed...how come r is a fair weathered friends, she juz forgotten how her friends deserted when she needed support... now she is in a happy mood, reconciled with her friends, she juz kicked me out... Its okay, juz take it that i m doing a good deed... I pray that God will bless me abundantly for this deed...
but i m hurt and wounded again.... God pls give me your strength and help me to go thru again juz this time... can you also send Godly friend in my path again? so sorry