Over the past year or so I've been having recurring dreams where my cousins hate me and act spitefully towards me.
As children we were close-ish but from teenagers onwards we haven't seen much of each other. I don't know if any of them are still believers for instance. There was some upset a couple of years ago and I apologised but I don't remember being told I was forgiven. I asked for God's forgiveness and got it. I don't think my cousins have the time to think about me in real life to care so I'm pretty sure it's just my overactive brain but the fact that the dreams are still happening makes me wonder if it's a message from God I just don't understand. Nothing violent happens in the dream I am just made to feel insignificant and unjustly treated by them. I wake up feeling like I should hate them back but I choose to not think badly of them or be manipulated.
As children we were close-ish but from teenagers onwards we haven't seen much of each other. I don't know if any of them are still believers for instance. There was some upset a couple of years ago and I apologised but I don't remember being told I was forgiven. I asked for God's forgiveness and got it. I don't think my cousins have the time to think about me in real life to care so I'm pretty sure it's just my overactive brain but the fact that the dreams are still happening makes me wonder if it's a message from God I just don't understand. Nothing violent happens in the dream I am just made to feel insignificant and unjustly treated by them. I wake up feeling like I should hate them back but I choose to not think badly of them or be manipulated.
