April 16 2011
11:02:18 AM - 2:44:44 PM
Oh, how could I let that day pass? It was the first time for the 7months we've been chatting that we had to put ourselves on cam! It was a sweet and funny experience though as we are both first timers with it. Well, I've done webcams with my sisters but not with other people that I have not met personally.
Now, I'm left longing for that moment to happen again. The way he'd look at me just melts me. Hmm, how did that video chat go? Well, its all just stare and laugh. But there was so much something about his stare that takes my breath away. Oh, I remember him saying "Let's have eye contact" and we did then, we kind of felt some heavy feeling that we started to smile and then laugh and he had to say "Oh my God! What should we do about this?" and then "My heart rate just went up and it won't stop"
The feeling - it was something like I want him near me. To feel his warmth against me, feel his heart beating, and fill my breath with his scent. Oh how I love those stares and the feeling that it brings. I asked him "Can't get enough?" and he said "Of you? Yes!" "Haha, me too!" The feeling hurts a lot but I loved it. I've been having those feelings even before he suggested that we set up ourselves on cam.
The thought of him would give me those. The feeling hurts so much but in a way that I love it. Then, I would curl up to my bed, hug my body pillow so hard, and just cry the feeling out until I could go to sleep. And when I wake up, I'd feel better again.
We've been a little busy after that day that we could not get a hold of ourselves again. I wish I could see him again. He promised to fix up a mic so we could talk. Oh my! I'm longing to hear his voice.
What should we do about how we feel when on cam? Do you have any ideas what we can do for fun? Oh! He danced around a bit and he was just so funny with it. Doing that head-bang type of dance. He looks very good in it.
11:02:18 AM - 2:44:44 PM
Oh, how could I let that day pass? It was the first time for the 7months we've been chatting that we had to put ourselves on cam! It was a sweet and funny experience though as we are both first timers with it. Well, I've done webcams with my sisters but not with other people that I have not met personally.
Now, I'm left longing for that moment to happen again. The way he'd look at me just melts me. Hmm, how did that video chat go? Well, its all just stare and laugh. But there was so much something about his stare that takes my breath away. Oh, I remember him saying "Let's have eye contact" and we did then, we kind of felt some heavy feeling that we started to smile and then laugh and he had to say "Oh my God! What should we do about this?" and then "My heart rate just went up and it won't stop"
The feeling - it was something like I want him near me. To feel his warmth against me, feel his heart beating, and fill my breath with his scent. Oh how I love those stares and the feeling that it brings. I asked him "Can't get enough?" and he said "Of you? Yes!" "Haha, me too!" The feeling hurts a lot but I loved it. I've been having those feelings even before he suggested that we set up ourselves on cam.
The thought of him would give me those. The feeling hurts so much but in a way that I love it. Then, I would curl up to my bed, hug my body pillow so hard, and just cry the feeling out until I could go to sleep. And when I wake up, I'd feel better again.
We've been a little busy after that day that we could not get a hold of ourselves again. I wish I could see him again. He promised to fix up a mic so we could talk. Oh my! I'm longing to hear his voice.
What should we do about how we feel when on cam? Do you have any ideas what we can do for fun? Oh! He danced around a bit and he was just so funny with it. Doing that head-bang type of dance. He looks very good in it.
