November 18th

Hi. I'm not doing good. I still really think I'm going to hell. Last Wednesday, the voice in my head told me how I'm going to die, and I won't die in a good way. The voices are laughing at me. I know now that I'm going to hell because I'm a horrible person. God gave me all sorts of signs. I really wish God loved me, but he doesn't. I'm just too bad. I just don't talk about the bad things I've done, so no one knows how bad I am. I spent a long time worrying about my grades and thinking that I'm going to hell because I would get certain grades. Now I know it's because I'm just no good. I'm going to die in a horrible way and no one knows it yet, but it will happen. There is no way out. The voice in my head knows the future and he told me how I will die, so I know it will happen that way. The voice in my head has told me the future before and it has come to pass, so I know I will die terribly and will wake up in a coffin after I'm dead. The voice in my head has told me that I will be in a coffin forever because I'm a terrible person. For some stupid reason I believed it would happen because I made a bet in my head. Now I know the truth. I'm just not a good person. I'm way worse than the average person. I'm going to die in a terrible way and it's because I'm a terrible person. There's nothing I can do. The voice has prophesied it and so it has to happen because he knows the future.