Today has been a rough one, woke up at 3am and could not get back to sleep. Got a call first thing in the morning from Tonie telling me just how he feels. I asked him to wait until after Christmas for this so that I could at lease enjoy one holiday this year. He has managed to make every Christmas miserable, and he always seems to pick the day that I am in the mood for decorating to do it.
I was looking forward to going over to his house to decorate for Christmas I was excited and ready to go. I was not feeling very well but I really wanted to decorate so I asked him to hold off and we will continue our drama after Christmas, but no that was to hard of a request, he then told me that he would go down to the court house on Tuesday and end it for good. So Valentines day I get to discover that he has been cheating on me, and just before Christams he decides to go through with the divorce. Then he wonders why I am having a hard time feeling that "romantic" love for him again. I am beginning to HATE holidays!
Today is my sisters birthday so he comes over to my house insisting that we talk ( I had just asked him to save this for after Christmas) and we do then we decided to go to the mall to find something for my sisters birthday (she turns 30) and at the same time take Rozzie to see Santa. Well I told him that I had to go grab my keys and he told me to meet him at his house, I said no we were going to the mall so he snaps at Rozzie telling her to get into the truck they are going home, so shes up set and crying because she was really excited about Santa and he just had to be a jerk! So I head to the office when he calls and tells me to meet him at the mall that they were headed there now, we get there and he goes off about the picture with santa costing 15 dollars for a 4x6, yes that is a little outragouse, but come on, to make a scene over it .... REALLY!! and we weren't even over at the santa place yet, we were in the coffee shop waiting for the coffee people to make my latte. When we got over to where santa was the guy asked if we were just visiting santa or if we wanted a pic with him and Tonie goes off again, to the point the guy said "I heard you the first time". I was so ebarrassed. Now I am really feeling sick, Im waiting around for 4pm because we are taking my sister to dinner and then I am going to go home and go to bed. I just want this day to end and Im just trying to be ok.
I was looking forward to going over to his house to decorate for Christmas I was excited and ready to go. I was not feeling very well but I really wanted to decorate so I asked him to hold off and we will continue our drama after Christmas, but no that was to hard of a request, he then told me that he would go down to the court house on Tuesday and end it for good. So Valentines day I get to discover that he has been cheating on me, and just before Christams he decides to go through with the divorce. Then he wonders why I am having a hard time feeling that "romantic" love for him again. I am beginning to HATE holidays!
Today is my sisters birthday so he comes over to my house insisting that we talk ( I had just asked him to save this for after Christmas) and we do then we decided to go to the mall to find something for my sisters birthday (she turns 30) and at the same time take Rozzie to see Santa. Well I told him that I had to go grab my keys and he told me to meet him at his house, I said no we were going to the mall so he snaps at Rozzie telling her to get into the truck they are going home, so shes up set and crying because she was really excited about Santa and he just had to be a jerk! So I head to the office when he calls and tells me to meet him at the mall that they were headed there now, we get there and he goes off about the picture with santa costing 15 dollars for a 4x6, yes that is a little outragouse, but come on, to make a scene over it .... REALLY!! and we weren't even over at the santa place yet, we were in the coffee shop waiting for the coffee people to make my latte. When we got over to where santa was the guy asked if we were just visiting santa or if we wanted a pic with him and Tonie goes off again, to the point the guy said "I heard you the first time". I was so ebarrassed. Now I am really feeling sick, Im waiting around for 4pm because we are taking my sister to dinner and then I am going to go home and go to bed. I just want this day to end and Im just trying to be ok.
