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Sunday was rough, Tonie was not very nice and in a round about way instited that I go. This upset our little girl which made me mad. He called me Monday to appoligize perfusly for his actions and attitude then said how much fun we have been having together lately. Truth is it has been a little less than a month since we have had any sort of fun together because of his attitude. Then he asked if we were still going to try to work things out and I told him that after Sunday I don't think so, then he repeated that we have been having a lot of fun together to witch I answered we used to and we can still hang out (another words no Im not going to try at this time but we can still hang out and have fun).
So then he gets on face book and puts "why bother trying any more". Which made me feel bad that I told him that I didn't really want to work on it but then I decided to go look at his wall and found tons of these....for example Saturday he came to my parents house to visit me only he sat in the back yard in the shade and mopped around then put on facebook that comming to cfalls was a wasted trip and waste of gas, on and on and on. Well Im sick of this when he doesn't get his way or he doesn't like what he hears he puts a "pitty me" message for his status. So I shut off my face book. Told everyone good bye and that I would miss them and never went back.
His jelousy is really what Im tired of, as soon as I get a text from someone, could be anyone he says "is that your boss again? I will leave you to to talk" or if my phone dings because someone left a message on my page he runs over and grabs my phone and starts going through it .... must I remind him that the reason we are divorcing is because he cheated on me?! not the other way around!!
The whole reason he cheated was because "she was easy to talk to". Everytime he leaves a status on facebook like (today is a terrible day) or (I just want to go back to bed) or whatever I always ask what the matter is/was and he always says nothing. So I told him if he wanted to talk he could pm me and he said its nothing .... well hmmmm, if we are trying to make this relationship work and he won't tell me anything, then what we get married again he goes and finds himself another bimbo to talk to and sleep with and we do this over again? NO!
So this morning, my boss said he wants to quite chewing and being a previouse smoker I know that you can want to quit all you want but as long as you have that "last" pack in your pocket you are going to continue to do it so I took it from him and walked tonie (he dropped by my work today) to my car to loan him money. He asked about the chew and I told him Im taking it away from bob because he wants to quit .... so he said "Oh, its your bosses huh, in a very accusing tone and of course then appologized once again perfusly and I told him you know jelousy is a very dangerouse thing and it will get US nowhere real fast so he threw my wallet back into my car and told me to forget it that he didn't need my money. Several hours later he posted on my facebook page "don't worry .... I hate me too!" Now what would be the purpose of that? First of all I said three days ago that I wasn't comming back, and I haven't and second of all, lets act like a two year old and make me look bad too .... really:confused: . (the only way I know he did was because it came in my email).
It has been a day/week!
God bless and peace out till next time.

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