My trial and victory

My life started like Joseph in the bible, but later on the choice that I made changed my trial. I cried out to God. I got out of the abusive situation and later on I felt depressed because my family has changed to bitterness because of the hard times and how I failed to handle them. I was very upset and my family continued to be hard on me. I prayed for riches and blessings but my prayers weren’t answered. I became angry at God thinking that I shouldn’t suffer anymore because I went through so much in the past. God pointed out to me that he got me out of Egypt and opened my eyes to show me what I’m doing. Moses and his people made that same mistake and that attitude blinded them and they couldn’t see the blessings that God was trying to give to them. Later on God said that it’s peace that I want. I think I know what God is trying to tell me. He’s not saying that I can’t have riches; I can have as much riches as I want. I think what he’s saying is that it’s the peace that I’m looking for, not riches. You can’t find peace in riches and you can’t be happy with riches alone. Find peace first so that everything can be enjoyable.