Continuation of my previous post...
I am writing this to those who will take an inventory in their life to check to see if they have been operating in love to spare them and save them from what could have eternal consequences.
Which leaves me to what God has put in my heart. This was written during the first day of my fast and little did I know that it was pertaining to me as well the body of Christ. Our Lord works in very mysterious ways indeed.
Cry of the Bride to the Bridegroom
Cleanse me, Lord, of my filthily rags
Make me new again
For my youth has surpassed me
I am haggard and worn
My beauty has turned to dust.
I lie in the street corner, desolate, for my lovers have left me
They no longer satisfy me
I lie in ruins
All alone
I cry out for help, in my desolation “WHAT HAVE I DONE?”
For my beloved has turned away from me, in his anger and disgust of my harlotries
I put on sackcloth and ashes
Rendering my heart
For I have lost my beloved forever
The tears continually streaming down my face in grief and sorrow
Have I lost my beloved forever?
In whoredom, I defiled myself with the idols of this world.
Singing mantras of “what’s in it for me”
My thoughts and ways are in continually in darkness.
For when your light shone upon me
Revealing the darkest imaginations,
My countenance reddens in shame
As I mourn “WHAT HAVE I DONE?”
My beloved have mercy upon me
Forgive me of the evil deeds I have committed against you.
For crushing your heart that was so filled with love for me
For just when I had thought my life was over
Despite it all, I found your loving ways wooing me
Beckoning me to come back home again to you
Your outstretched arms open with so much grace and mercy
After all that I have done
The filthiness of my sins were washed away with your love
Despite my wicked and adulteress ways
Not deserving of your forgiveness
I return back to you, my beloved
You had set me upon the rock
Cleansed me from these filthy rags and traded them for white pure and precious robes.
You have made me new again
A new creature, a new heart
I return to my beloved, to my first love
For you make me happy
You know every thought and every hidden deed that the world does not know
For you see through my heart
For I am your beloved and I give myself to you
I set a seal upon my heart, a seal upon my arm
For your love, Lord, is strong as death
Jealousy as cruel as the grave
It’s flame are flames of fire
Flames of Yah
No amount of water can quench this love*
For without you, the separation would be unbearable to my soul
For you are a part of me ALWAYS
For you said “the bridegroom is looking for a bride who was without a spot or a blemish,
So I ask you Lord, please make me new again
Note: This message was written during a prayer and fasting session. I saw myself as written above and the Lord picked me up and cleansed me. I felt it within me during the hunger pains to pick up a pen and write what I saw in my mind. I feel this could be a duel message for the church to cleanse itself of its worldliness and return back to its first love and that Israel’s transgressions have been forgotten and that the Lord will cleanse her and make her new again. Lord is coming soon and the bride needs to get herself ready. Joel 2 says he will pour out his spirit UPON all flesh. What do I mean by worldliness of the church? Teaching about self, success in marriage, money, successful life etc…teaching the congregation that if we follow a formula that we will be happy, joyous and comfortable. You know the mantra of what’s in it for me. But what does Jesus teach us? To take up the cross and follow him, that we would suffer and be persecuted for doing so. He does not teach about living a comfortable, stress free life. To follow him, we are going to suffer in one or two areas of our life or more. These same congregations diminish Jesus as if he was just only some great teacher or scholar…when the bible clearly teaches he is son of David, root of Jesse, and our redeemer. They treat him as if he as if he was still that little baby in a manager, silent like a lamb on the cross but he rose from the DEAD and he is coming back as the King of King, Lord of Lords, our Lion of Judah will come back with a roar, fierce with strength and majesty. He will come to rule with iron rod and will judge the nations. Return to our first love: to love the lord with all our mind, body, heart and soul…with everything you have inside and out. As he has loved you, by dying on the cross and taken our place so we did not have to pay the penalty of our sins: which is death. Return back to HIM.
*taken from Song of Songs 6 v 8
This message obviously also including me. I hope this will save someone from taking the wrong path that I had taken. May God Bless You.
Psalms
I am writing this to those who will take an inventory in their life to check to see if they have been operating in love to spare them and save them from what could have eternal consequences.
Which leaves me to what God has put in my heart. This was written during the first day of my fast and little did I know that it was pertaining to me as well the body of Christ. Our Lord works in very mysterious ways indeed.
Cry of the Bride to the Bridegroom
Cleanse me, Lord, of my filthily rags
Make me new again
For my youth has surpassed me
I am haggard and worn
My beauty has turned to dust.
I lie in the street corner, desolate, for my lovers have left me
They no longer satisfy me
I lie in ruins
All alone
I cry out for help, in my desolation “WHAT HAVE I DONE?”
For my beloved has turned away from me, in his anger and disgust of my harlotries
I put on sackcloth and ashes
Rendering my heart
For I have lost my beloved forever
The tears continually streaming down my face in grief and sorrow
Have I lost my beloved forever?
In whoredom, I defiled myself with the idols of this world.
Singing mantras of “what’s in it for me”
My thoughts and ways are in continually in darkness.
For when your light shone upon me
Revealing the darkest imaginations,
My countenance reddens in shame
As I mourn “WHAT HAVE I DONE?”
My beloved have mercy upon me
Forgive me of the evil deeds I have committed against you.
For crushing your heart that was so filled with love for me
For just when I had thought my life was over
Despite it all, I found your loving ways wooing me
Beckoning me to come back home again to you
Your outstretched arms open with so much grace and mercy
After all that I have done
The filthiness of my sins were washed away with your love
Despite my wicked and adulteress ways
Not deserving of your forgiveness
I return back to you, my beloved
You had set me upon the rock
Cleansed me from these filthy rags and traded them for white pure and precious robes.
You have made me new again
A new creature, a new heart
I return to my beloved, to my first love
For you make me happy
You know every thought and every hidden deed that the world does not know
For you see through my heart
For I am your beloved and I give myself to you
I set a seal upon my heart, a seal upon my arm
For your love, Lord, is strong as death
Jealousy as cruel as the grave
It’s flame are flames of fire
Flames of Yah
No amount of water can quench this love*
For without you, the separation would be unbearable to my soul
For you are a part of me ALWAYS
For you said “the bridegroom is looking for a bride who was without a spot or a blemish,
So I ask you Lord, please make me new again
Note: This message was written during a prayer and fasting session. I saw myself as written above and the Lord picked me up and cleansed me. I felt it within me during the hunger pains to pick up a pen and write what I saw in my mind. I feel this could be a duel message for the church to cleanse itself of its worldliness and return back to its first love and that Israel’s transgressions have been forgotten and that the Lord will cleanse her and make her new again. Lord is coming soon and the bride needs to get herself ready. Joel 2 says he will pour out his spirit UPON all flesh. What do I mean by worldliness of the church? Teaching about self, success in marriage, money, successful life etc…teaching the congregation that if we follow a formula that we will be happy, joyous and comfortable. You know the mantra of what’s in it for me. But what does Jesus teach us? To take up the cross and follow him, that we would suffer and be persecuted for doing so. He does not teach about living a comfortable, stress free life. To follow him, we are going to suffer in one or two areas of our life or more. These same congregations diminish Jesus as if he was just only some great teacher or scholar…when the bible clearly teaches he is son of David, root of Jesse, and our redeemer. They treat him as if he as if he was still that little baby in a manager, silent like a lamb on the cross but he rose from the DEAD and he is coming back as the King of King, Lord of Lords, our Lion of Judah will come back with a roar, fierce with strength and majesty. He will come to rule with iron rod and will judge the nations. Return to our first love: to love the lord with all our mind, body, heart and soul…with everything you have inside and out. As he has loved you, by dying on the cross and taken our place so we did not have to pay the penalty of our sins: which is death. Return back to HIM.
*taken from Song of Songs 6 v 8
This message obviously also including me. I hope this will save someone from taking the wrong path that I had taken. May God Bless You.
Psalms
