Is there anything wrong with being lovesick for Jesus? Is there anything wrong with wanting to be closer to our Lord? Does this mean my heart is not at peace because I desire to be with my Lord? No…Call me a fool. Call me incomplete…because I would rather be a fool then to be wise, incomplete then complete without my Lord. I rather become weak then strong, I rather become the one hurting then the one doing the hurting. I rather become the one being mocked then the one doing the mocking. I rather become the one being judged then to judge. I rather become the one to be persecuted then the one to be the persecutor. I rather not know anything that to claim I know everything. I rather become the one to forgive the one who oppressed, abused and used me then the one doing the oppression, the abuse and the using AND LIVE FREELY. Forgiveness does not mean I let the person off the hook for their offence IT ONLY MEANS THAT offence has been transferred off my shoulders and placed it on God’s shoulder’s. For Vengeance is mine, saith the Lord. The one thing that I envy is how God called Abraham his friend…how lovely it would be to be called God’s friend.