0615 hours and i am almost done the shift at work. i dont know how i would gt thru nights without my timmies. yum.
Work is depressing tonight. i'm in obs which is really quiet on nights, plus theres noone to talk to. we call it the hole. sometimes the young ages of people with cancer gets to me.
i've been feeling very cruddy lately. which makes me very introspective. and too much thinking is NOT a good idea for the pj!
i was reading a blog i follow on another site. it was talking about how people love god when things are good and then ditch him when things get bad. i would think otherwise, cause i am the opposite. Its when things get bad or are stressful that i am aware of not having that relationship and craving it. even tho i know that its ME that is the problem, not God.
this other blog i follow also led me to a question. Does comprehending the depth of Gods love lead to salvation? Or does getting saved make one aware of that enormous love?
see, i think too much.
well, the kids are over their illness. i'm almost divorced after 5.5 years of lawyers wasting time. now if i could just stop having birthdays... or take a year off every year! ha.
have a good day.
pj
Work is depressing tonight. i'm in obs which is really quiet on nights, plus theres noone to talk to. we call it the hole. sometimes the young ages of people with cancer gets to me.
i've been feeling very cruddy lately. which makes me very introspective. and too much thinking is NOT a good idea for the pj!
i was reading a blog i follow on another site. it was talking about how people love god when things are good and then ditch him when things get bad. i would think otherwise, cause i am the opposite. Its when things get bad or are stressful that i am aware of not having that relationship and craving it. even tho i know that its ME that is the problem, not God.
this other blog i follow also led me to a question. Does comprehending the depth of Gods love lead to salvation? Or does getting saved make one aware of that enormous love?
see, i think too much.
well, the kids are over their illness. i'm almost divorced after 5.5 years of lawyers wasting time. now if i could just stop having birthdays... or take a year off every year! ha.
have a good day.
pj
