Memories

Making new friends is not easy...especially trying to establish that person in your inner circle... suddenly, i realized i have to compromise so so much... and i begin to reminisce on those times with r. i realised either we can get along very well or she has accommodated me... she must have taken me as a very good friend... suddenly, God's favor is not with me.. he put a hardened spirit in r's heart, and she treated me with a very cold shoulder, refused to behave like a friend to me, more like acquaintance... but then i really really appreciate those times, she was nice to me.. and I thank God for making it happen... i really feel appreciated... in fact, i think she is one of the more sincere, genuine, even when she wants to break away, she expressed so openly... i thank God that i have more good memories of her than bad... but as with all relationship, many only remembered the bad coz its the bad the triggered alarm, that broke the chain of friendship...

i pray today God will provide someone who is like r?? haha of coz the happier r....