I am so so lonely...will loneliness make one bitter or coz I am bitter that's why I am lonely. That's why its better to forgive.... I just dont understand myself, why am I filled with so much bitterness, especially with my encounter during my last 2 years.... Wheneve my thoughts is filled with these 2 persons, I suddenly become filled with anger...I tell myself God forgives me, so I must do the same but somehow whenever i feel sad, bitter, I began to point my finger at that past incidents....