OKay !
OKay !
OKay !
I hear You.... and, I want to experience deliverance from this newly discovered...I should say rediscovered, obstacle. Release me from me !
I resent Teknon and Hubbs for NOT BEING ABLE TO GET ALONG AND EXPRESS LOVE FOR EACH OTHER ! I end up in the middle and I hate it.
There, trapped between the king and the prince like an old tire in a tug-o-war, am I ! I RESENT THIS ! I put MORE of the resentment toward Hubbs, as the elder. I get mad at him. Why doesn't his love for Teknon show more and even eclipse mine ? Why doesn't his love for Teknon guide him in his regard and treatment of Teknon, like mine does me ? Why does he truly WANT Teknon away from us? And, Why does he show so much jealousy toward and of and for Teknon ? I also do resent Teknon, too. He is the more gifted in You, of the two of them, and he has CHOSEN to abide in anger and foster the growing rift.... at least he did in the past.... instead of employing and growing the gifts that You given him. They are many.
Is this some ancient father-son ritual that I am missing...or is there a warp in it all. It drives me NUTZ!
All I want is YOU ! Your reign and rule in our house would MAKE THEM end the vying and sparring. Sometimes, I want to run away and just be with You, at peace, somewhere else, away from the strife, Jesus.
Turn this all round for Your glory. Triumph over resentment, jealousy, strife and prideful bouts for dominion. RUN OUR SHOW and restore the joy, Jesus. amen
Be the VICTOR and put them both in their places, Jesus. Forgive me for my resentment and deliver me from me. amen
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OKay !
OKay !
I hear You.... and, I want to experience deliverance from this newly discovered...I should say rediscovered, obstacle. Release me from me !
Resentment: a feeling of indignant displeasure or persistent ill will at something regarded as a wrong, insult, or injury
I've got some....lots ! I am sorry. It has been there a long time, too. Buried under the greatest grief over Teknon for a couple of years.
I resent Teknon and Hubbs for NOT BEING ABLE TO GET ALONG AND EXPRESS LOVE FOR EACH OTHER ! I end up in the middle and I hate it.
There, trapped between the king and the prince like an old tire in a tug-o-war, am I ! I RESENT THIS ! I put MORE of the resentment toward Hubbs, as the elder. I get mad at him. Why doesn't his love for Teknon show more and even eclipse mine ? Why doesn't his love for Teknon guide him in his regard and treatment of Teknon, like mine does me ? Why does he truly WANT Teknon away from us? And, Why does he show so much jealousy toward and of and for Teknon ? I also do resent Teknon, too. He is the more gifted in You, of the two of them, and he has CHOSEN to abide in anger and foster the growing rift.... at least he did in the past.... instead of employing and growing the gifts that You given him. They are many.
Is this some ancient father-son ritual that I am missing...or is there a warp in it all. It drives me NUTZ!
All I want is YOU ! Your reign and rule in our house would MAKE THEM end the vying and sparring. Sometimes, I want to run away and just be with You, at peace, somewhere else, away from the strife, Jesus.
Turn this all round for Your glory. Triumph over resentment, jealousy, strife and prideful bouts for dominion. RUN OUR SHOW and restore the joy, Jesus. amen
Be the VICTOR and put them both in their places, Jesus. Forgive me for my resentment and deliver me from me. amen
"Price of Fame" ~ Submersed ~
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~~---->>> Love; from above and within, Shachah <----~~
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