in answer to my question 'should I continue work here at cf'
1 Chronicles 22:12,13,19
Only the Lord give thee wisdom and understanding, and give thee charge concerning Israel, that thou mayest keep the law of the Lord thy God.
Then shalt thou prosper, if thou takest heed to fulfill the statutes and judgements which the Lord charged Moses with concerning Israel: be strong, and of good courage; dread not, nor be dismayed.
Now set your heart and your soul to seek the Lord your God; arise therefore, and build ye the sanctuary of the Lord God, to bring the ark of the covenant of the Lord, and the holy vessels of God, into the house that is to be built to the name of the Lord.
Thank You, Lord ... I am nothing without You.
