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It has been lied to, tricked, and betrayed, over and over and over again till it just bleeds one freaking huge mass of bloody stamped wreck and nobody freaking cares. That what hurts the most ... not just that nobody cares but that instead of being NICE about it, instead of just NOT CARING and going off to their own business and leaving it alone, they have to seek it out and toy with it mercilessly, and trick it and deceive it and make it hope again and make it believe again and get it to where it feels just about safe again and starts to relax and starts to open up and THEN .... WHAM ... that bes when they rips the floor out from under its feet and shoves it to the ground and stomps on it and forcibly CRAMS down its throat how very very MUCH they don't care and NEVER EVER WILL.

Oh God please have mercy even though it deserves none .... please just have this one mercy and release it from this ... from just this one thing ... please God ..... it cannot bear it anymore it really just cannot bear it anymore .... not one single more lie ... not one single more devastation .... not one single more harsh voice demanding things it cannot give and never ever listening, never ever caring .... oh God it cannot bear living anymore please PLEASE God PLEASE let it die PLEASE