discouragement

moriah bes discouraged because people it loves don't love one another.
moriah bes discouraged because people it loves get hurt by others and it can't fix it.
moriah bes discouraged because it can't just have its own personal crisis or pain or confusion without that somehow resulting in hurting someone else.
moriah bes discouraged because others get hurt watching it suffer and it can't fix that either.
moriah bes discouraged because on the other hand to whom can it turn in need if not its friends?
moriah bes discouraged because its friends don't let it be there for them when it can but need it to be when it can't.
moriah bes discouraged because ppls take offense at things it says or does even where it honestly means no harm whatsoever and then want to make this moriah's fault.
moriah bes discouraged because everyone seems to be hurting right now and it only bes getting worse.

moriah bes discouraged. it hates this year and wants it to be over. it cant remember last time a year bes so bloody fracking awful for everyone it knows AND itself.