April 30, 2010
So I ended the fast early. I was so frustrated and tired and just had enough. I went to cook my veggies for dinner and they too were bad, I still tredged on, I got up this morning and had an orange and some coffee and what not and all was good other than I had no food for tonight because everything I had boughten was bad and had to be thrown away. My last straw however was when I went to the DMV (department of motor vehicles) to renew my tags because they expire today, I get there to be notified that they were closed because their computers were too slow. POOR THEM
WISH I COULD JUST CLOSE UP AND GO HOME BECAUSE MY COMPUTER IS SLOW. They are government ran for crying out loud, they over charge for their little sticker that one can buy out of a quarter machine, they over charge for licensing a new vehicle, they tax the crap out of everything, you would think they could afford an upgrade on their computers, and if they can't then they should suck it up until the end of the work day like every one else no matter how annoying it is!! Mean while I have to drived around on expired tags until monday and pray to God that I don't get pulled over because if I do there is the possibility of them suspending my lisence because of all the traffic violations I have gotten in the last three years.
Then come to find out my avon order is in and has been in for the last two weeks, and then I had the money, but this check I was short so I don't have it, expecially since my daughter got an ear infection last night and I had to spend $15 on ear drops and now I need gas, I don't even get paid again until Friday May 7th. So I broke my fast and had a chocolate candy bar. It is only a day early, actually I cut it short by about 8 and 1/2 hours so not that bad, but I now feel guilty about it. Oh well, what else is new? Life goes on and pretty soon it won't bother me....the joys of living I guess.
Well wish I could say this has been a great journy but it hasn't and I am not going to lie and or pretend that is has, I am still left alone and with out a single answer from God but again doesn't seem like that is anything new either. So hope God speaks to each of you and hope your journy through life takes you places you have never been before and have never dreamed of going. I pray blessings upon each of you. God bless
Jennie
So I ended the fast early. I was so frustrated and tired and just had enough. I went to cook my veggies for dinner and they too were bad, I still tredged on, I got up this morning and had an orange and some coffee and what not and all was good other than I had no food for tonight because everything I had boughten was bad and had to be thrown away. My last straw however was when I went to the DMV (department of motor vehicles) to renew my tags because they expire today, I get there to be notified that they were closed because their computers were too slow. POOR THEM
WISH I COULD JUST CLOSE UP AND GO HOME BECAUSE MY COMPUTER IS SLOW. They are government ran for crying out loud, they over charge for their little sticker that one can buy out of a quarter machine, they over charge for licensing a new vehicle, they tax the crap out of everything, you would think they could afford an upgrade on their computers, and if they can't then they should suck it up until the end of the work day like every one else no matter how annoying it is!! Mean while I have to drived around on expired tags until monday and pray to God that I don't get pulled over because if I do there is the possibility of them suspending my lisence because of all the traffic violations I have gotten in the last three years.Then come to find out my avon order is in and has been in for the last two weeks, and then I had the money, but this check I was short so I don't have it, expecially since my daughter got an ear infection last night and I had to spend $15 on ear drops and now I need gas, I don't even get paid again until Friday May 7th. So I broke my fast and had a chocolate candy bar. It is only a day early, actually I cut it short by about 8 and 1/2 hours so not that bad, but I now feel guilty about it. Oh well, what else is new? Life goes on and pretty soon it won't bother me....the joys of living I guess.
Well wish I could say this has been a great journy but it hasn't and I am not going to lie and or pretend that is has, I am still left alone and with out a single answer from God but again doesn't seem like that is anything new either. So hope God speaks to each of you and hope your journy through life takes you places you have never been before and have never dreamed of going. I pray blessings upon each of you. God bless
Jennie
