Confrontation Issues,yelling= Triggered, Update :)

Well I'm pretty much off the clock. Had a "passionate " talk with my coworker and her issue/grievances with the job we work at and low salary pay..

I mean I get up but its like goooshhh I could tells she was frustrated by how she was coming off..,

Then that triggered the memory of my friend going berserk on Friday night and I got anxious... I just don't do good with yelling or "yelly" situations...

Then I drank coffee which didn't help..,made me more anxious...and I felt a bit derealized.

Anywho...I found out I'm gonna keep my job ..but it'll still be 2 days a week.. And I'm gonna look else where anyway try and get over my communication/ anxiety issues.

Also I take my road test on the 19th please wish me luck...I'm so stoked and ready to be driving dirty in these streets lol. I also register for classes on the 18th...

Whew.. Pray that I find balance and the Lord above continues to grant me peace... Because I honestly wonder how is it I don't ...fall apart,, meh I hate anxiety ...

But I'm having a good day , the sun is shinning and its amazing
Being out in the sun makes me so happy I love it...

May work out soon ....when I get home