It has been too long since I last wrote. I keep coming back to write, but I always get lost somewhere along the way. The past week has been, for the most part, uneventful. I did not get anything accomplished that I wanted to; I have not started studying for BioChem or the Praxis, I did not clean out my closet, and I did not workout and stick to my diet.
Why does weight loss have to be so difficult for me? Why can it look so easy for other people to accomplish but is always a constant battle I feel I can never win? It is not that I don't want to be healthy and look good. I do, but I never actually get there. Perhaps I should pray for God's help. Perhaps that is where I should have started. God is capable of all things. I am not. I am weak. I did lose weight last week, however. I am assuming that it was just a loss of water weight since I wasn't really even trying. It did pick up my spirits this morning when I weighed myself though. A little encouragement is always helpful.
Weight loss is not the only thing that I need discipline in. I have always found it so difficult to just sit down and study. I believe this goes back to me never having to seriously study before I was in college. High school was easy, college not so much. I am taking my last course as an independent study. I do believe that this will be very challenging for me.
Please keep me in your prayers for the challenges that I face in my life. Pray for strength, guidance and encouragement.
Why does weight loss have to be so difficult for me? Why can it look so easy for other people to accomplish but is always a constant battle I feel I can never win? It is not that I don't want to be healthy and look good. I do, but I never actually get there. Perhaps I should pray for God's help. Perhaps that is where I should have started. God is capable of all things. I am not. I am weak. I did lose weight last week, however. I am assuming that it was just a loss of water weight since I wasn't really even trying. It did pick up my spirits this morning when I weighed myself though. A little encouragement is always helpful.
Weight loss is not the only thing that I need discipline in. I have always found it so difficult to just sit down and study. I believe this goes back to me never having to seriously study before I was in college. High school was easy, college not so much. I am taking my last course as an independent study. I do believe that this will be very challenging for me.
Please keep me in your prayers for the challenges that I face in my life. Pray for strength, guidance and encouragement.
"But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint."
- Isaiah 40:31
- Isaiah 40:31
