Regaining My Footing

Its been forever and a day since I've written on this blog. It seems like every time I try to grow close to God I am reminded of how fictional he seems to be. I'm a skeptic by nature, but a Christian by heart. Its a tough ride. Because right when I think I have proof of God's work there's some...

*insert disco music here* Struggling struggling xD Okay, on to the actual post :P I need to see a full recovery of my paganism. Its so hard to focus on God and not be tempted to stray off the path. Today while visiting a vacation destination, I saw the little shops with tins of junk. I went...

When life hits you hard that's what you have to do. When you fall harder, you sing louder. This is something that I have struggled with for years. The faster and harder I fall, the farther I get and the quicker I fall apart. Faith is something that you have to have on your own. Circumstances...

Or I may not. But I don't care. This blog is my new outlet. And that is what it will continue to be :) I posted this in reply to another man's thread, but I think it is something I need to remember myself, so I am placing it here for constant reminding of just how precious life is. here ya...

I stopped going to church a while ago. My grandma continued going the whole time. She sat with friends, of which she had many who were regulars. Our church congregation consists of about 2000 members, but comparison is not my intention here. Just letting you know that even in a congregation...

In August last year (2018) was when this all started. My retina tore and everything went black. Well, actually it went red first. Kind of like the filters you see in an escape room in a horror film. The white lights are orange, the bright room is a deep shade of blood red, and the sunlight...