My First Blog Entry

I had a comforting day. I went to counseling today with Caleb. I had a good session. It was soothing. I went on some errands with my mom. Me and Caleb are going to a wedding on Sunday. I will be getting my hair done tomorrow and have it curled. I will wear it up. I will wear a black lace dress...

Today was a soft day. I did some chores. I took a walk. I wrote to Jesus. I prayed about the ending of torture. The Lord talked to me about the beauty of Heaven and the healing that will be done to torturers in hell. The Lord told me that He will soon heal the world and that the new earth is...

I had a difficult day today. I was suffering from remembering my torture. I went to visit two schools with my mom to see if I could get a volunteer position working with children. I met kind people. I also went to the mall with my mom to look at essential oils. I still felt some pain in my...

Today was a beautiful day. I did chores today, read and took a nap and a walk. It was a peaceful day. I prayed today for torture victims. I thought a lot about torture victims who are deformed and prayed that they know they are very beautiful, and look just as they always did. I prayed that...

One of my friends came over my house after church today. I wore a blue tank top and jean shorts and sandals. Me, my friend Victorya and Caleb went into my pool and relaxed. It was peaceful and raining. We were soothed by the water. We talked and me and my friend used facial masks on our faces to...

I had a soothing day. I went to counseling today with Caleb. My counselor spoke to us and it was soothing to me. My counselor had me bring in the new clothes I brought for May. The clothing is very beautiful and adorable. I showed the clothing to my counselor and she found them adorable. I...

Today I had a kind day. I had the pleasure of seeing my baby cousin, baby Gabrielle. She is very beautiful and adorable and I was able to hold her. I love her very much. She made my day. I am praying for her protection and for her to grow into a beautiful young woman as I know she will. I wrote...

I had a soft day today. I did some writing and chores today. I took a nap today and took a walk with my father and mother today. I had a pleasant day. I prayed against torture today. I prayed for the healing of all torture. I prayed that governments will help end all torture. I prayed for...

Today was a beautiful day. I went to church with Caleb and my parents. The sermon was wonderful. After church I went with Caleb, my brother and his girlfriend to American Eagle and I brought a beautiful sweater. It is rose colored and long and will be for the Autumn and Winter. My brother...

I read Psalms 84 today. I read verse 2, "My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God." The Lord told my soul that torture victims will be in Heaven with Him soon and that they will have perfect peace and heal in Heaven. The Lord told...

I went to the soup kitchen with Caleb this morning. I was peaceful. I swept and dried dishes and Caleb helped me. I saw a young man me and Caleb had met there before, named Trey. It was good to see him again. This evening me and Caleb took a nap and then we went to the mall with my dad and mom...

Today I came home from the mountains with Caleb and my mom. I had a counseling appointment and Caleb was with me. It was a blessing. I talked about my ritual abuse, torture and healing. Today me and Caleb read some of one of my ritual abuse books together and it did soothe me. In the book it...

I was still in the mountains in Caleb's families home today. I had a wonderful day with Caleb's parents, my mom and Caleb. We had wonderful meals and took a walk. It was beautiful outside. The Lord told me to pray for torture victims today, that they heal and are able to experience the beauty of...

I am in the mountains with Caleb and my mom today. Caleb took off work for my birthday and will not go back to work till Monday. We are with his family today. It is beautiful in the mountains, it has rained some and is beautiful outside. I relaxed with Caleb and worked on my stories. I thought...

Today was beautiful. I was with my family. I did some chores today. It was my birthday. I worked some on my stories. My brother and his girlfriend sent me a beautiful card and gift that he made for me. A wooden frame of a bible verse. It is very beautiful. My father got pasta for us tonight...

Caleb has been feeling sore from his work as a construction worker. This weekend he has been able to rest with me. I took a nap with him today. I love Caleb very much. Today I prayed against torture, specifically for men who have been tortured that the Lord heal their broken hearts. I would like...

Today I went to church with my parents and Caleb. It was a blessing and a soothing church service. I felt peace in my heart being at church. After church I did some writing of my story and I did chores. I am glad I got through this difficult past week. The Lord carried me through the week. Caleb...

Today I went to my mothers Young Women's Meeting at church. It was lovely. The discussion was on family. I was able to see people I have not seen in a while who I love. We had a small reception with food and drink and cake. This evening I was with Caleb and relaxed and worked on my stories. I...

Today was a difficult day. I had counseling and that went well. Caleb came with me and will be going to counseling with me. Having him there brings me great peace. Later today I went to a bible study at my church and it did comfort me a lot. It soothed me to be around other Christians. In my...

I had a quiet day today. I did some chores and prayed to the Lord. It was raining today and very beautiful. I took a walk this evening with my father in the rain. We both held umbrellas. My mind was hurting some as I thought about torture victims and all that are taken from them. I prayed that...