Today was a difficult day. I had counseling and that went well. Caleb came with me and will be going to counseling with me. Having him there brings me great peace. Later today I went to a bible study at my church and it did comfort me a lot. It soothed me to be around other Christians.
In my heart I prayed about the ending of torture. I prayed that the Lord would comfort torture victims and heal them of all evil. The Lord told my heart about Dianna Ortiz and said I was like her even though I have not experienced the same type of torture as her. The Lord told me that my torturers were very evil and they hated true beauty and loved to violate beauty. The Lord told me that my torturers have hurt other people and have hurt other women. The Lord told me that my torturers have raped other women and violated them and hurt their souls. The Lord told me that I am like Dianna Ortiz and that Silver's heart was evil like the men who tortured Dianna Ortiz. The Lord told me to to meditate on Dianna Ortiz and her kindness and beauty and to know I am like her and it touched my heart.
In my heart I prayed about the ending of torture. I prayed that the Lord would comfort torture victims and heal them of all evil. The Lord told my heart about Dianna Ortiz and said I was like her even though I have not experienced the same type of torture as her. The Lord told me that my torturers were very evil and they hated true beauty and loved to violate beauty. The Lord told me that my torturers have hurt other people and have hurt other women. The Lord told me that my torturers have raped other women and violated them and hurt their souls. The Lord told me that I am like Dianna Ortiz and that Silver's heart was evil like the men who tortured Dianna Ortiz. The Lord told me to to meditate on Dianna Ortiz and her kindness and beauty and to know I am like her and it touched my heart.
