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Blog entries by o2bjenni

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I recently came realize that I have been sinning without knowing it. My body does not belong to me, but the Lord, and I intentionally damaged it. After realizing the truth, it occurs to me that it has to include all aspects of my life. My future is not mine. It belongs to God. When my boyfriend...
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This comes as a huge shock to me. I suppose in a way I knew this, but I didn't know it was in the bible. I have sinned and I didn't even know it was a sin. I have hurt my body, God's body. Destroying something that belongs to God seems almost like lashing out at God. I haven't been walking the...
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I wrote the letter in the hopes that I could get motivated to start my life. I'll type the letter and then go into what I wanna say. Dear me, Who are you? I don't know what you've become. You aren't a person. You just suck off of people's life force to stay alive. You are a parasite. How is...
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Hi sweetheart. I heard you are having a hard time. I know how hard life can be at your age. I've been there too. There was a time that I too, wanted to kill myself. But baby, you are such an important person! Do you have any idea how much pain we are all already in seeing you tormented by this...
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Dear God, Hi, it's me again. Just wondering what you're doing. Nothing makes sense to me. I feel that you are pushing me to get help, but now that I am, Brent is an obstacle. He's saying everything he can think of to convince me not to take the antidepressants. Should I listen? Do you want me to...
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I prayed and prayed for a way to be able to give Brent something amazing for his birthday. I have no way of buying him anything so it was basically in God's hands. Last night I found an ad for a free basketball hoop. Him being the sports fanatic he is I jumped at the opportunity. Its in pretty...
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Dear God, Hi. Things have been tumultuous lately. I feel like I've been walking around with a giant target on my back. These difficult times make me feel so lonely. I've been reflecting a lot. I hate what I see in myself. When did I lose my joy? When did I lose my ambition? It's like all my...
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Here's the situation. My boyfriend's birthday us the 10th of August, but I am off for summer break u til the 6th. So I won't get paid until nearly 2 weeks after his birthday. I've asked some nonChristians what I should get/make for him but they just started saying stuff that as an unmarried...
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Since becoming a Christian 3 and half years ago, I've experienced a lot of things I never thought I would face. I've with the help of my loving boyfriend expelled toxic people from my life, and forgiven them. I guess the Christian's plight is never over. Its happening again. My little sister...
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This has absolutely nothing to do with this site, but my boyfriend doesn't know I am a member here, so can't ever find this. So its safe. We have been dating for nearly 4 years. Crazy! Can't be Ieve its been so long. Every single birthday, Christmas, anniversary, anything.... He has always...
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Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven, give us this day, our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us, lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, for thine is...
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Its almost here. I gotta be honest, this whole concept terrifies me. Today America legalized gay marriage, and everyone is celebrating, but with the law comes added threat to the church. See, if any gay couple is refused by the church, the church is liable to face prosecution. I don't think its...
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Discrimination is hurtful. It's wrong. Yet, as a society, we have been divided into worthy and unworthy. I was unfortunate enough to be branded unworthy. Fat people are branded lazy. Mexicans are also branded as lazy. Black people as criminals. White people as racists. Women as sexual objects...
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It's gone. :-(
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Its been 15 years since my brother molested me. I forgave him a couple years back. I didn't allow him back into my life, and never would since he has never acknowledged or apologized for what he did to me. I was 12 years old. So innocent and young. I loved reading and was going to try out for...
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Its only been a little over a day. 9 people were killed by evil. And already the attention is instead being diverted to the race war. I don't understand why people are making this about race! It has absolutely nothing to do with race. Ya, the guy said it was because they were black. So what? Do...
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My boyfriend and I have been together for 4 years and love each other very much. I want to get married and have babies. We got in a big fight in January because I was starting to think he was stringing me along. He would never talk about the future except in hypothetical terms. I asked him for a...
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Lord, give me patience when people say false things about me. Help me to show them through right actions the truth. Help me to not become angry, but instead show resolve in my life. Haters gonna hate. But let me be the one to shatter that facade. Let me be the tool you use to reach them. Help me...
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God come first and foremost in my life. Many Christians don't like talking about this, but hey, we all face it. I'm 27 years old and I have urges! I desire to be intimate with my boyfriend, but we both have heard God's call and desire to have a ready heart. Abstaining is HARD! Especially once...
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My mom rose me as a believer, but it didn't mean much to me and in my teens I decided I was agnostic, unsure, but leaning toward atheism. I wanted to believe but I had been sexually abused by a close family member and was in this pit of despair and couldn't imagine a God letting someone be...