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I had a dream last night, one I really didn't like and wish I didn't have. I could think
"It's just a dream", but it seems to fit with other dreams & impressions I've had
(that I wish I didn't) I don't remember all of it. This was probably the main part that I
remembered (or the part God...
It's like God is saying this to my heart:
YouTube - Switchfoot - Dare You To Move
"we're so quiet & comfortable in our A to B lives"..."sweep our sleeping hearts"!
"Failure's not an option!"
YouTube - Ivoryline - "Days End"
YouTube - the alarm - in a big country - live
Not depression, just got to break through compounded disappointment & discouragement.
I'll "come up screaming"..."pain and truth" are still things that matter..I'm "crying out (to God) for what I want"- again.
Hopes have "been shattered"- and I...
There's a progression here...
Reminds me of a lot of the old stuff I used to listen to: sound & lyrics. And of course the gal dancing. My fave style of which I tried to reduplicate. Yes, I still wear shoes like that (can't stand gym shoes except for tennis):
YouTube - Suffer by Echoing Green...
I was praying & thinking and it came to me, this "is my final answer".
My mother took logic in school & some books around. I never read them, never took it in school. Yet I often find myself thinking & mentioning the "logic" of some thing. I guess I do look for patterns & principles, logic. I...
Well I'm coming out of my shell (of my brain & projects). All this was partially because it was what it was, and I had a ton of stuff to do (complications) that took a lot of detail & concentration. A small part was a bit of an escape from more disappointment & discouragement. Part of that part...
I feel relieved because I finally got a breakthrough from days & days of intense concentration. I'd been working on a couple computer projects for others and 1 in particular. This one I just kept trying to fingure out how to accomplish certain tasks on the computer (or rather have the computer...
After remembering and writing these past few days I started poking and digging around...
It was fun, the old best friend I before mentioned (the Greek gal) well she is online- FB.
The best thing is she has a public page, and she put up a bunch of pics. I was happy to see she looks the same...
Then I was thinking about how I lived in Hell after that, my own private hell, at 11. I guess it was for only a year but it seemed like soo long. I went though again going to another school and trying to adjust, but it wasn't going well. I wasn't connecting with anyone in my class. In fact it...
I was remembering a lot the other day, about the old days- the old old days, OK my childhood. "Childhood" sounds so far away. I guess it is but, I remember a lot of it very clearly.
It started by the thought coming to me, you know my mother didn't teach much about relationships- she didn't even...
YouTube - Andy Hunter Mad World (Remix)
YouTube - Stacie Orrico - (there's gotta be) More To Life (Concept...
...and current new song that comes right on time ("and I won't surrender quietly"):
YouTube - Thousand Foot Krutch - E For Extinction (Slideshow With...
2 things I know right now and can think about, not to exchange for the "social gospel" and remember it's not about moralism. I've been trying to examine myself and see how well I've been in not going over the edge with the these. I think one gets into the social gospel when you get into doing...
YouTube - Air 1 - Jars of Clay "Dead Man (Carry Me)" LIVE
Yea, this is how I feel, and how I have to be so that i don't get upset. Just die, let the ideas be dead, the past be dead....:doh1:
I don't know which way is up right now. That's because that's how someone else is being. So how then...
I would have said it was, and would have wrote about the story but, it seems someone is a bit on the double-minded side.
I'm not anxious though, if it is God He will move things in the right direction. Hey, I've waited this long....
I'm just trying to step things up, to be prepared, just in case...
For whatever reason Sat.'s are often music video night for me. Really wanted to listen to music while thinking...
YouTube - Nicole Sponberg - Resurrection (Trance remix)
YouTube - Andy Hunter - To Life, To Love
YouTube - Newsboys - Something Beautiful (remixed by FC)...
YouTube - And Then There Were None - Reinventing Robert Cohn
Amazing music! Music like this I could dance to all night.
At first I didn't like the lyrics, what I could understand of them from the official video (of which I only partially like, only their playing part).
Then, when I read the...
....(an additional thought added today: They often leave many people mad at them (usually men). I think there are two cases here. There are those men who really did care for them and were genuinely hurt by the one with HPD’s behavior. The other is a user who is mad, what are they mostly mad...