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Blog entries by Evie1980

Evie1980
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I am not sure what happened to me today. I have had to learn quite a few new things about myself and my body. I know that my body is a temple but of late, "my temple" has been a bit more like Angkor Wat than anything built of the Lord. My body seems to be falling apart asnd my symptoms are...
Evie1980
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It seems that I am only really starting to understand how God works. It is amazing to see progress (even thoug it may only be a tiny bit) in one's life. Or is it that I am finally able to look at all I have done through someone else's eyes? It seems weird and comforting at the same time. It...
Evie1980
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I struggle everyday with knowing the person I should be and being her. It is not always easy. I tend to over think things. I get disappointed in myself. I feel I should be a stronger person than I am. It is weird. Why are we so tough on ourselves? Why is it ok for another person to ask...
Evie1980
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This week has been a struggle. Not that this week is any different to any other. In fact I am starting to believe that struggling is normal and peace is a mere fabrication. I don't mean to sound harsh. The facts remain simple - I am living in a developing nation and have no idea on how to...
Evie1980
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Lord God, I hear the cries, I hear the anger, I hear the despair. I hear the suffering I know the heartache. I know the pain. I know the helplessness, I know the suffering. And yet, in its midst, I see the courage I see the hope I see the love For You, O Lord, Still exist in...
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Dear Lord God, Thank you that you love abounds in all that I do. YOu have given me a glimpse into my future. That was a blessing unto itself but a conformation from the most unlikely of people! How you have blest me beyond all measure. You truely have given me more than I could possibly...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord and Heavenly Father, You are the God of Abraham who you called from his father's house to wander to wherever you lead. You are the God of Moses who lead your people into the desert. You are a God of wandering people. The God who leads people into a different life. A life far away from...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, :prayer: Thank you for the rain. I feel it healing me right now. I know that of late things have been rather difficult. Truth is, I am having difficult being in this transient part of my life. In the inbetween is never fun. I thought that I would find my feet once I got back to...
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I am done with it. I am tired of trying to make my life over. I have done it many times. It is one of the things that keeps me packing my bags and moving overseas. In every move I see a better me. I know that if I could just do it right this one time then I would be safe and happy. But this...
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Dear Lord God, I feel like that again today. There is nothing going right, everything is going wrong. It has been a long time since I have felt really happy other than on vacation. I mean in my daily life. Everyone seems to have the answers to my misery here though I am not sure that everyone...
Evie1980
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Dear God, I am not sure where to start. I am not sure where it is going to end either. It seems that everything at the moment is failing apart. Some would say that it was bad luck. I don't believe in that. I don't believe in luck. I believe in You. I know that I need to be content in all...
Evie1980
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I have not been doing to well of late. I am not sure why but things have been more complicated in my mind. It seems I am uncertain about every decision I have made. Some of them habe been the wrong ones, some have been the right but every one of them had consequences. I have many quotes on my...
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Dear Heavenly Father, I just would like to know why this is all happening to me? I am not sure what to do. I am so lost at the moment. I seem to be going backwards instead of forwards. After having my camera, phone and keys stolen, I had to be randomly touched by a man close to my home in the...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, Thank you that you have enav\bled all of this to happen. You have changed everything and I am grateful for all the blessings. Though at the moment I am finding it hard. Dear Lord, I enjoy this new church that I am going to and I enjoy the company of the people. It is always...
Evie1980
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Dear God, Thank you for making my paths straight and thank you that You have heard and answered my prayers. Dear Lord, at the moment I am so happy as you have provided so many blessings in my life. Dear Lord, I know that I can trust You with my life but now I also have to trust You with...
Evie1980
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Dear God, I am just not sure about all of this. I am supposed to be excited and in a way I am but there is something lacking in all this. I want to go to Vietnam but why do I feel so low. I guess that there seems to be so many possibilities in the past that have fallen through that I am...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, I am back here again. In the desert of uncertainty. There seems to be two possibilities and both seem so wonderful but both are incredibly flawed. I am not sure what to do. I am missing a lot of information in all this. I pray that you will help me in all of this. How do I know...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, Thank you that Your wisdom is with me in all the choices that I make. Thank you that You will provide me a way to get through all this uncertainty. Thank you that You are with me no matter what I think or feel. Dear Lord, I know that Your wisdom is with me. I know that You...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, Today I have to make a decision and I have been praying that You would help me. Why have You left me so? The choice I make now is breaking my heart. I feel deserted, with no friendly encouragement. The tears I am shedding speak of a pain so deep that even I don't know how to...
Evie1980
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Dear Lord God, There are so many things that I am unsure of at the moment. I feel so downheartened. I need to take some time. You see there was this man that I admired a lot and now I fear that I have hurt him or even worse have become too involved in. I am not sure what I did wrong but...