If you're a veteran it's okay to treat your family anyway you want. If you're a veteran you get clapped at at church on Veterans Day and every other stinking holiday and all the plays and you can beat your wife to death and yell at your kids until they can't think straight any more, but you're...
"Dear Heavenly Father, I pray this prayer in the power of the Holy Spirit. In the name of Jesus Christ I bind, rebuke cast out and bring to no effect all spirits of sickness, division, discord, disunity, strife, anger, wrath murder, criticism, condemnation, pride, envy, jealousy, gossip...
Kiss of Death, I will not visit you again.
I will not stand at your door
And wonder what it is that holds me back from taking all your ideas into my mind and
giving myself to you.
I am out of the doorway.
I have turned around and ran.
I'm on to you,
Kiss of Death
You flowery, showy hibiscus...
I'm calmer now that I got out of ex's house and have my own place. I did not expect to already get an eviction notice yesterday after being here only 2 weeks. That did not make me feel calm. But I went to the office and she explained what she wanted me to do. I must have God's help for this...
I do not know for sure why I was born. I have failed at so many things. I do not understand why this wall is still up against me starting back to school. I do not understand why God does not expose those who have lied and hidden things, and in the beginning, exaggerated and slandered. Why is...
Some people think they are writing a romance novel and that me and my ex are the main characters in it!!! :P
I just had to say that! So glad I didn't spout it off on facebook! :clap: :preach:
Yak, yak, yak, gossip, surmise, assume. Keep up with it, church, and God will move you on to...
Wow. Two blog entries in one day. Phenomenal. What shall I then do? I will wait upon the Lord and HE SHALL give me strength. He is not late, He is not weary that He should be faulty or tremble! He is Lord! Who am I to worry? Who am I to fret? Who am I to question?
He shall...
What is wrong with being single? Why do I dislike it so? Why does singleness beckon me toward "together-ness"? Why do I feel this longing and yearning to share and spend my life with that special person? Why do I ache like I have a fever? It is not just the sex and the romance I miss, but...
Father, I ask You please to solve my problems. I give Jim to You. I want to help him, but i do not know how. Please, Lord, take him in your arms and teach him. Teach me how to pray for him and love him with agape love. Lord, he needs deliverance and freedom, please give him these and all that he...
I am going to just type whatever comes into my mind
Christmas ornaments...Jim's...dumb...mine...perfect...him ...perfectionist, me....victim...him....yeller....me....victim....kids...victims...Jim...old and bitter....me...old and bitterer.....Christmas....depression....
jealous
me...
my DD showed marked progress today at doctor's appt.!!!:clap:
No cutting in last 6 weeks! Very little vomiting except involuntary vomiting because of high level of past purging.
Thank You Jesus. Wonderful Jesus, cradle her in Your arms and continue the healing in her with no interference...
Merciful Father, I remember when I was in the same position as Jim. I remember the very moment when I realized...
Oh God...You know what I speak of. Have mercy upon him, Lord, and show him the problem; that he may see with clear eyes and hear with authenticity. That he may be free. Father, I...
Well, it turned out I wasn't supposed to say anything. Just kept it to myself. I know God will do what He's going to do, but I have to leave it to Him, not me. He is faithful.
Lord, I don't have the wisdom right now to make this decision. It may seem silly to some people, but I do not know if I'm supposed to speak up or not. If I speak up without the Holy Spirit's guidance or will...I will be out of Your will. If I do not speak and it is you who are wanting me to...
Yesterday, I was driving and crying out to God. I told Him I was drowning; as if that was any news to Him. I handed over all my marriage problems, including verbal abuse, communication problems, the whole kitten caboodle. I handed over so many things that I can't even remember all I handed...
It's Monday. The weekend was not bad. I'm trying to deal with a mistake my insurance has made...at least I'm pretty sure they made it. I can't find my old check register from Jan, Feb, March, so it's hard to prove. It irks me and makes me nervous. I woke up in the middle of the night...
Father, please allow me to have wisdom and direction from You. I do not know what to do when she vomits in wal-mart bags and then says she is sick. Sick how? She is lying, Lord, but when I gently question her as to what manner she threw up....she becomes angry and whines loudly...as you know...
feeling a bit better today. One thing that seems to help is a very simple matter: staying inside instead of hours outside. The pollen count is awfully high this year and I have had problems with ears and sinus since I moved to Tennessee. I was treated for allergies with shots for one year...