April 8th

Well, I'm really really worried that I'm going to hell soon. It's a long story, but I feel like I made a bet with Jesus in my head that I would have to go to hell if I got a certain grade in school. I really think I'm going to get that grade this semester. I have reasons for believing this. I've believed it before in the past, but this time I believe it even more than usual.

Basically, I think I'm going to get teleported into hell as soon as I get a certain grade. I've seen things and even people get teleported. I once saw my own dad get teleported. I'm not sure where they teleported him, but I saw him get teleported.

I believe that the fact that I witnessed this proves that they are going to teleport me to hell. I really think it's going to be very soon. The voices in my head have told me what my punishment in hell will be, and I think they know that I hate it more than anything else, so that's why they will do it to me.

All I can say is that I'm not a good person and I can see why they will put me in hell. I did unforgivable things, and I will probably never confess them or admit to them, although I have asked God for forgiveness inside my head.

Anyway, all I can say is goodbye to everyone. I'll miss everyone else when I go to hell. I hear some voices in my head that say it may not happen, but I really think it's going to happen this time. I really wish I didn't make the bet in my head with Jesus.

Also, the voices have told me that God will create a copy of me when I go to hell so that nobody will know it ever happened. Maybe that's the worst part. Nobody who loves me will care that I went to hell. Everyone will think I'm just fine and nothing is wrong.

If you read this, please pray for me that I won't go to hell. I want to accept Jesus and I have accepted Jesus in the past. I just hear voices all the time that say I'm going to hell and for some reason I believe them. I know all of this sounds really crazy, and maybe I am crazy. I hope I'm just crazy and none of this will happen. Everyone who knows me loves me and no one thinks I'm going to hell. I've talked to a Christian counselor about my worries and he says that Jesus wouldn't send me to hell over getting a certain grade. I really hope he is right. I hope I just worry too much.

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