• Starting today August 7th, 2024, in order to post in the Married Couples, Courting Couples, or Singles forums, you will not be allowed to post if you have your Marital status designated as private. Announcements will be made in the respective forums as well but please note that if yours is currently listed as Private, you will need to submit a ticket in the Support Area to have yours changed.

April 8th

Well, I'm really really worried that I'm going to hell soon. It's a long story, but I feel like I made a bet with Jesus in my head that I would have to go to hell if I got a certain grade in school. I really think I'm going to get that grade this semester. I have reasons for believing this. I've believed it before in the past, but this time I believe it even more than usual.

Basically, I think I'm going to get teleported into hell as soon as I get a certain grade. I've seen things and even people get teleported. I once saw my own dad get teleported. I'm not sure where they teleported him, but I saw him get teleported.

I believe that the fact that I witnessed this proves that they are going to teleport me to hell. I really think it's going to be very soon. The voices in my head have told me what my punishment in hell will be, and I think they know that I hate it more than anything else, so that's why they will do it to me.

All I can say is that I'm not a good person and I can see why they will put me in hell. I did unforgivable things, and I will probably never confess them or admit to them, although I have asked God for forgiveness inside my head.

Anyway, all I can say is goodbye to everyone. I'll miss everyone else when I go to hell. I hear some voices in my head that say it may not happen, but I really think it's going to happen this time. I really wish I didn't make the bet in my head with Jesus.

Also, the voices have told me that God will create a copy of me when I go to hell so that nobody will know it ever happened. Maybe that's the worst part. Nobody who loves me will care that I went to hell. Everyone will think I'm just fine and nothing is wrong.

If you read this, please pray for me that I won't go to hell. I want to accept Jesus and I have accepted Jesus in the past. I just hear voices all the time that say I'm going to hell and for some reason I believe them. I know all of this sounds really crazy, and maybe I am crazy. I hope I'm just crazy and none of this will happen. Everyone who knows me loves me and no one thinks I'm going to hell. I've talked to a Christian counselor about my worries and he says that Jesus wouldn't send me to hell over getting a certain grade. I really hope he is right. I hope I just worry too much.

Blog entry information

Author
SnowTiger
Read time
2 min read
Views
374
Last update

More entries in General

More entries from SnowTiger

  • April 16th
    Hi, Had a tough day today. Sometimes the evil voice that I hear really...
  • April 10th
    Well, I've been trying to be more faithful lately. I hear a voice in my...
  • April 8th
    Well, I've been feeling better today. I'm trying to agree with the nice...
  • April 6th
    Not doing too good. I am constantly hearing voices in my head. They say...
  • April 5th
    Really worried about things. I'm having a hard time accepting Jesus in...

Share this entry