@pdudgeon Thank you for your meticulous and caring sharing
just because someone admires a priest is no call for them to become one themselves.
And you are a female, according to your avatar. Too bad some men have not been wise enough to see this. We Jesus men need our ladies, for their tenderly caring and compassionate and patient perspective. So, if you isolate men who are in ministry, by keeping out the abilities and perspective of real Jesus ladies . . . this can be a major mistake!! All members of Jesus' body need all the others; so isolating the men or women can be a problem. I now understand how, by the way, the man needs his lady to help him mature and get real correction so he can become qualified to "take care of the church of God" > 1 Timothy 3:1-10. By having a lady like this who has so helped him . . . when he is pastoring, he will be able to greatly and deeply appreciate how much the women can have to offer!
But I perceive you have been maturing so you can understand things like this. I suspect young ones do not need to be making their choices, on their own.
"Obey those who rule over you, and be submissive, for they watch out for your souls, as those who must give account. Let them do so with joy and not with grief, for that would be unprofitable for you." (Hebrews 13:17)
By first growing in love with his wife, a man can get her personal input into him and his life and way of relating and ministering in our Father's way of family caring and sharing love > so then he is ready to pastor in our Father's family caring and sharing way . . . like Paul and Silvanus and Timothy did > 1 Thessalonians 2:7 with 1 Thessalonians 2:11.
Of course, Paul and Silvanus and Timothy were not married, that we know of, which feeds into what
To some He gives the sacrificial grace to remain celibate, while to others he gives the sacrificial grace to marry.
We are all called to the same basic way of sacrificial loving >
"And walk in love, as Christ also has loved us and given Himself for us, an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling aroma." (Ephesians 5:2)
So, our sacrificing needs to be sweet-smelling to God!!! I find, as I grow and discover God's correction, how love is very deeply pure and nicely satisfying and sweetly kind and pleasantly patient even with gentle and nicely quiet joy, even while I am dealing with how people can be wrong. I become more and more encouraging in my attitude and example, having hope in prayer for ones to become kind and personal in love, knowing that only God can make this change. So I sacrifice myself
Those who recognize both states as a continual sacrifice are the ones who succeed in their individual callings--whether to remain faithfully celibate or to remain faithfully married.
Where the problem comes in is when those who have been given those gifts begin to listen to the siren song of satan, who tells them that they are made for more, and that the boundaries of either celibacy or of marriage are restricting their free will.
In marriage and romance, I now understand, I need to leave behind my "toys for boys" interest, and grow in real love > 1 Corinthians 13:11.
And if they listen to that song, then shipwreck of their lives and of those who trusted them is in the offing.
You say, "those who trusted them" > yes, when we go the wrong way, there can be others who are effected by our example. And in case ones see through us, that we are wrong, still there can be the temptation to look down on us and give up on God . . . partly, possibly, because we were not the example they need.
Just because a person fails at one state
does not automatically guarantee that they would succeed in the other.
what most people don't get is that the two--marriage and celibacy--are both connected,
and not opposites at all.
I personally understand that celibacy is for specializing in our First Love Commandment to love the LORD our God with all we've got. And holy matrimony is the helpmate gift of our Second Love Commandment to care as well for our neighbor . . . and neighboring countries . . . as we care about our own selves and ones close to us. And each is a gift which can minister its grace > 1 Peter 4:9-10. The celibate can minister for others to get more devoted to and undistracted from seeking God for Himself. And married couples are in a research laboratory in which they can make break-through discoveries in how to love in a close involvement with another person, then minister their grace to other couples and to celibates and to ones preparing for marriage. They can benefit from the celibate, while they help the celibate in learning how to love more and more personally. Then we all grow up in Jesus who is the best of everything
It's not a choice of either/or but of fidelity in both cases that wins God's approval and His blessing.
I now think that celibates need to share with both men and women, married and single, so we can benefit from what all have to offer. One time, I had been caught up in some very nasty Internet religious posting, and I phoned a nun about it; because a certain especially flagrant flamer claimed to be a female Roman Catholic; and I wanted the perspective of a Catholic female celibate authority, about that. She said, in so many words, "I don't get involved in that; I am busy with praying for the whole world." That expression simply of her example had plenty of authority and perspective to correct and encourage me. So, I know a celibate is not necessarily isolated from reality
Thank you, and God bless you, too