Ok, CA. Very good. Thank you.
Now I would like to take it a step further if I may. If I'm a pain, I'm sorry, I am trying to help and I hope you can see that.
I would like to to rewrite that, again in your own words, but this time as if you are speaking directly to Jesus. Do not say what "we" must do, speak of how you directly relate to Him. It is crucial that you are speaking directly to Him. Take your time and search in your heart for the right words that accurately convey how you perceive your relationship to Him and how you feel about it. Do it in a word processor or text editor so you can save it and change it as you work on it. Again, take your time, the important thing is that your words are heartfelt.
If it's too intimate you don't need to post it here, or you can redact the most personal parts before posting it here.
Please give this careful consideration. It is extremely important that you focus on how you personally relate to the Lord.
Thanks and God bless.