I'm struggling with my walk with Jesus..I keep listening to secular artist like eminem and I keep on sinning and I get a little mad when people say stuff about me. I know im walking in darkness but how can I get back in the light..How could I spend time with Jesus so I could have a deep relationship with him?
Music is a huge part of my life. When I became a christian I had issues finding music that wasn't just about sex, drugs, alcohol, violence, etc. I too listened to eminem among many other bands. So I searched for new music. I listen to hip-hop, rock, hard rock and other types of music. I began to lose hope and thought that I was going to have to cut music out of my life because the lyrics weren't good for me. Then I found the christian world of music. Some hip-hop artists and groups to check out are:
- KJ-52
- Grits
- John Reuben
- Tobymac
- Manafest
KJ-52 sounds really similar to Eminem... in fact KJ-52 has even written two songs reaching out to Eminem. A great website to check out is
www.christian-hiphop.net There you can find both the large hip-hop groups and the small ones. You can also see other christian bands that aren't hip-hop. Your walk with God will greatly improve when you no longer have negative things flowing through your mind through music. It's surprising how much music truly does affect your life, actions, mind and attitude. I think once you change your music you'll see a noticeable improvement.
Now to spend more time with God my advice is to start out small. The first 4 minutes you wake up every day devote to him. Try this plan out first
- Spend one minute thanking God
- Spend the next minute reading one verse and working on memorizing it
- Spend the next minute praying for your friends, family members, other peoples needs
- Spend the last minute praying for personal needs
Just start off small. Do this every morning eventually you'll feel a thirst and hunger for more. Quiet times are essential to your relationship with God. You can't have a relationship without communication. Don't stress if you miss a day. You can just pick up again tomorrow. If you need help in having a more structured devotion I suggestion finding on online or going to a local christian book store and finding a devotional book that you can follow along with.
I'm praying for you.
secretshadows