In our day and age there is a scientific answer for everything it seems. It's funny to think people refused to believe the Earth was round yet we have people nowaday's that believe a baby made from 3 different people is the evolution of science and a miracle. I'm 16 by the way, so I don't know as much as I probably should about the bible, but I've seen some pretty creepy stuff but for right now I'm just going to mention this one incident that occurred last night. So my mom and I were at Walmart picking out some new shelves for my room. We found one we really liked so my mom asked me to go get a shopping cart from the front. I did what she said and it took me a while to get it because it was at the front of the store--10 minutes later I make it back. Now I already detest Walmart. God bless Doug McMillon, president and CEO of Walmart Store lol.
But back to the serious topic, as my mom and I are putting the heavy box in the shopping cart, this man begins to walk towards us, but it isn't a slow casual walk. It's a frantic, bouncy walk. It worries me a little, and usually when I'm worried about a particular person it's never a good sign. My mom believe's I have the gift of discernment, and if you don't know what that is it's basically when I feel that the holy spirit is letting me know something isn't quite right. I'm sure everyone is blessed with this, but sometimes I notice things that others are oblivious too. But enough of that... so this guy just gave me a strange feeling. I was helping my mom put the box in the shopping cart and he walks past and I don't know if you've ever had the feeling of someone standing right behind you with a knife to your back but that was the kind of feeling I got. Like I was in danger, and right when I felt that he said something under his breath. I could clearly pick out the f-word because it shocked me but I couldn't figure out what else he was saying. My eyes widened and my mom asked me what was wrong. I said "did you not hear that?" and she said "Yeah I just ignore childish people like that. It's not even worth my time." But I was at a loss for words. I wasn't angry, or upset.. I was just confused. I told my mom that I felt confused as well, and I tried to convince myself that maybe he was mad because we were in the way. This is when things started to get scary, and my mom began to feel scared to. After we put the box in the shopping cart we went down another isle, and we could hear the guy yelling something in the distant. For whatever reason I couldn't make out what he was saying--it was clearly English but it was slurred and because he was a ways away I couldn't tell what he was saying. We walked down the isle some more and this is when we saw him on the other end to our left. He had to have walked there quickly in order to get there, because we had heard him to our right not even moments before. But I looked at his eyes for a short 2 seconds and I had to look away from the amount of evil I felt. Like, I just remember his eyes being black.. But like a shiny black.. It was strange. He walked towards us as if he was coming to us but last minute he turned the other way. My mom and I were done looking after this. We felt scared that this guy would do something crazy like shoot or stab us. We walked out and we could hear him yelling nonsense but we were just ready to leave.
So I'm curious as to what you all think--I think it's definitely possible for someone to be demonically possessed. The worldly answer would be to say that this guy was on drugs, but I believe it's more than that. Do you think drugs can be a gateway to possession as well?? I'd like to know your views on this.
I believe that sometimes, our spirits in us sense, and can even detect one another, or each others spirits... I've experienced this personally, first hand, both when I myself use to have demon's in me, and after that with the Holy Spirit now in me... With certain people who are sensitive to these things, you can detect each other, and even know each other's thoughts and feelings through spirits in us, holy or unholy... I believe yours is a holy one though dear, and his was not... Like I said, I've been on both sides of the fence, and there were and are times, when, with certain, (and I believe you are, and will increase in becoming in your life, as you get older), certain "spiritual" and "spirit sensitive" people, like you are, I think...
I've experienced times on both sides, when other's could basically read my thoughts and intentions (feelings) in my heart and I could read theirs also, sometimes, with certain people... I got messages about certain people about what they were thinking, but, I never spoke or revealed it, and others have gotten messages from the spirit in them, and some did voice it, toward me, and it was very clear that they knew exactly what I was thinking, and there's no way they could have know it, except by revelation by a spirit in them only...
I believe you should get into your Bible when you can or feel like it, as much as you can as you grow up (get older and older) try to spend some time in it, and learn to listen to that feeling and inner voice and "train" yourself in and with it, both in praying and talking to and with God, and scripture when you can... Holy and unholy don't get along most of the time, not always, but most of the time... A stronger more mature spirit on either end, can sometimes at least be "civil" with each other at best... Your's is immature right now, and I think his was also, be sure to try and mature in it and with it though, as you age...
About drugs... They can be, but any and all sin can be... But, not always is or are... You also have to account for the fact that sometimes people do or do drugs or do much sin because of demons in the first place... It's hard to tell and know what this is for each person for sure... Just try to keep in mind that sometimes, not always, but sometimes, people don't willingly choose or even open a door knowingly anyway, in order to become demon possessed or have problems with demons, and, sometimes they do, only God knows who is what and which...
What is usually much easier to tell, is which side of the fence you are on and what side of the fence other people are on... Like your experience in Wal-mart... Try to keep in mind that it may, or may not have been the man's fault though, cause you just don't know, only God does... This might eventually help you with the "fear factor" one day and lead you to reach out and try to help, even people that you may well know actually are demon-possessed, one day, in the future, when your ready...
For now, just learn all you can about this sixth sense and feeling and thoughts of yours about this, and do your best to grow, mature, and develop in it... You may well have an appointment with a kind of divine destiny and divine purpose, in your future ahead, learn all you can about it, try not to be afraid, K...?
God Bless!
