I feel racist toward any black men now after years of being in an abusive, controlling, relationship with my black husband.
I am white and have always had a preference towards black men until now.
I feel resentful that whenever i was with a black male- he was often abusive or controlling or violent or a cheater.
am I wrong for now being racist toward black men?
I do not like black men at all now and feel disgusted when I hear and see the typical behaviors come out of most of the black men I have ever known.
am I considered a full blown racist now that I no longer am attracted to black men and now that I see most black males as "ghetto" and abusive?
I am white and have always had a preference towards black men until now.
I feel resentful that whenever i was with a black male- he was often abusive or controlling or violent or a cheater.
am I wrong for now being racist toward black men?
I do not like black men at all now and feel disgusted when I hear and see the typical behaviors come out of most of the black men I have ever known.
am I considered a full blown racist now that I no longer am attracted to black men and now that I see most black males as "ghetto" and abusive?