I guess i could get a job but thats not my goal, my goal is just to get closer to God and seek him with all my heart but the things i have in my mind are not normal haha i am just afraid to get off the wrong path, hopefully i am not even on the wrong path. i know he is already with me but i feel like i sould be doing something, and i just dont know how to get there...yet i really dont care about nothing anymore..i am just a girl trying to do things in the world without living in the world anymore..too bad i can't fly..lol or teleport...i just want to be on a journey..
and discover myself while being in God's presence